
The sequel of 'The Rantings'...
I apologise for my uncharacteristic rantings the day before and I admit thai its reallt not me to rant around regarding this..
Perhaps im getting too frustrated..perhaps I jus never went through it before and perhaps..im jus sore that God had to have this happen now. (No murtad-dation pleeeease!! Im not against u..) Its like one of the worser times to happen..after all that Najee thing and ireally have got to admit that character wise..Ida is like one of the best around. Religiously competent and enthusiastic as well as fun to be with.. Its jus a matter of ‘Not the right time..’
‘Not the right time?’ I realize that to some..this may be a convenient excuse but to me it applies.
Redha should know how guilty I feel about all this and I really like to thank Azack and my Akak for responding..appreciate the concern. (How’s the baking going on Azack??) I dunno how i can use ur help cos u know i've never really shared this kind of problems with people before.
Right now..its 4am in the morning..
Fazli's sleeping behind me on the floor after helping me install some softwares into my R1..(Its my laptop by the way..) I have to do my mama assignment...20 sentences of questions and answers with translations. I made it a point to do my mama writing on my 'Book of Belit' everyday to familiarise with the writing and reading..(What's with me and giving things name?? 'Book of Def' la..'Ari' lah..'R1' la..hahaha..)
Its like when u were first introduced to the Jawi or the Arabic language..remember how u were taught? “Aliff, Baa, Taa, Saa, Jim, Haa, Ho, and blah blah blah...” Im doing it that way..with the addition of the concept of Iqra'..hmm..cultural blends ha? The similar thing with tamil and arabic is the tajwid. The different positioning of the tongue gives somewhat a different sound to a similar word..take for example the word 'TA'. There are like 3 positions for the tongue to produce 'TA' and will give different meaning to a word. The position of the word 'TA' within a word also gives different sound.. It can sound like 'THA' or 'DA' u know??!
Hahaha..but so far Tamil time is the lesson i enjoy most! Imagine from Tamil lecture when Dr Thinnappan talks english with a Mama-lised accent transiting almost immediately to Prof Shaharudin speaking english with a Malaysian accent..headache sia!! But i sort of got used to it.. im dead! By the time the 1st sem is over...i'll be a confused Singaporean with Malay, English, Chinese and Tamil in my blood!!
And guess what? I'm taking my only guy cousin from my dad's side, Alfian, 1yr old with me. Im gonna tok tamil to him all the time..(He's getting the hang of it..calls me bhaiyya oredi!!) He's gonna be a confused baby..his mum talks indon..father n family talks malay, i talk tamil to him and soon..he'll be introduced to english..hahaha...ethnitical dilemma huh?
And silat for yesterday..hmm..we learnt how to 'elak' or 'siam' or 'avoid a hit'.. Kinda tiring man..silat so far has been training me to use muscles i never really used.. Waah kao! Hahaha..and for the 1st time..we joined them to eat out at Hazwani's (at clementi..beside the longkang..)..not really a lot went but oklar..me and Md Noor and Faisal went..(representatives from the freshies..hehehe..) Okla..wanted prata..no prata.. wanted sup kambing..also dun have..in the end got to settle for western..haiya.. Talk n talk about things we cant discuss here..its a policy it seems that what was talked on the table MUST only be talked there and then..wanna continue..wait for the following week at that place den can continue... Apa apa lah...
Found a fellow ex-blockmate too..waaah..hahaha..stays 10 floors beneath me. What a coincidence man..hahaha..If im not wrong..its Juzailah..but if im not wrong lar.. macam fun gitu arh..that block has a lot of fond memories man..religious classes on Friday nights..quraan reading by Cik Yam..that PAP..the playground..the big longkang..the neighbours..(the fun and the irritating ones!!) kedai kecik, kedai mama..(apparently its still the same mama!! Wonder if he recognises us...) But there has been a lot of changes la..lift service to every floor..play corners..new paints..hahaha...
Which reminds me..i delivered pizza to a house (I mean HOUSE) at Zehnder Rd ff South Buona Vista Rd..aka 'The GAP'. The house..9C..was my gosh..enough to make my mouth open in astonishment..i parked behind a LEXUS..blah blah blah 61U..den when i look into the big gates..there were 2 other cars..one LEXUS sports car and one Mercedes..both made my eyes gleam..both ends with 61..maann!! I will end my plate numbers with 520J..for reference with VZOJ..such a wonder man... made me remember Tang Wen En's house at Nassim Rd too..rich fellows..AAAH..
Oklah..got to carry on with my assignments..brupt ending ay? Haha..hey Kecik..amacam? Are we abang-abangs hardworking a not??
Lastly, the bottomline is..I still maintain my policy of “My life suck but i love it..”
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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