Im sorry..didnt mean to prank on u..
Have u ever stared fear and defeat in its eyes and said "Its your turn now.."? Never? I had..basically most of the time. I hate to stay down..and wallow in the sadness of deafeat. I never liked the feeling of losing..especially losing my grace and anger. Thats one good thing about having an ego..that it keeps u in control of urself. Even when i lost..i want to know and feel that i had lost not due to my incompetence or chance but by virtue of better competition or improper tactics. It must be due to myself..knowingly knowing wad i did...
I must be sounding so myself..so stuckup and so egocentric now. But there is always multi demensional perspective in this world we live in.
Today..i felt that i've lost. But i'l be up again soon enough..(after some Bon Jovi and Andy Laus..) but im beginning to see no reason why i should persist. I see my dstination but i always encounter hidden knolls on the way whose contours lie in between 2 contour lines thus not reflected..encountering seasonal streams not reflected on the map..encountering horlanders tracks..(Im rambling..)..Im losing my mind for the moment.
Is it true they say sometimes..not trying is better than trying? Where are the ppl i used to counsel..cos i need the same philosophies i imparted to u again!!
But things are not as bad as it seems to be..light breaks thru even the darkest cloud u noe.
N yah..my fren asked me.."How do u explain what colour looks like to a person who has been blind his whole life?" and "How do you exlplain sound to a person, deaf for his entire living life?". Pls message me if u have the answer..cos im still wondering. Since we always take things for granted that ppl always understand what u mean.
For Tan Li Yuan...u KOTEK! Take care in Brunei pal..will miss running and talking with you. Stay Fat and Fit..remember..a lesson from the Mat.."be like a Mat". The bunk society will miss ur presence of havoc. Im sure Faiz and Yeazid will miss u too..AUUWAH (plus salute!!)
N yup..i wanna say sorry towards a fren. SORRY Najee.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
I must be sounding so myself..so stuckup and so egocentric now. But there is always multi demensional perspective in this world we live in.
Today..i felt that i've lost. But i'l be up again soon enough..(after some Bon Jovi and Andy Laus..) but im beginning to see no reason why i should persist. I see my dstination but i always encounter hidden knolls on the way whose contours lie in between 2 contour lines thus not reflected..encountering seasonal streams not reflected on the map..encountering horlanders tracks..(Im rambling..)..Im losing my mind for the moment.
Is it true they say sometimes..not trying is better than trying? Where are the ppl i used to counsel..cos i need the same philosophies i imparted to u again!!
But things are not as bad as it seems to be..light breaks thru even the darkest cloud u noe.
N yah..my fren asked me.."How do u explain what colour looks like to a person who has been blind his whole life?" and "How do you exlplain sound to a person, deaf for his entire living life?". Pls message me if u have the answer..cos im still wondering. Since we always take things for granted that ppl always understand what u mean.
For Tan Li Yuan...u KOTEK! Take care in Brunei pal..will miss running and talking with you. Stay Fat and Fit..remember..a lesson from the Mat.."be like a Mat". The bunk society will miss ur presence of havoc. Im sure Faiz and Yeazid will miss u too..AUUWAH (plus salute!!)
N yup..i wanna say sorry towards a fren. SORRY Najee.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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