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I cant sleep..maybe cos i slept too much. Those medicines caused me to miss much excitement of Raya by sleeping. But i need to recover..to gain back my health to be able to do what i have to..
I love looking at babies. Looking at them makes me think of how mine would be like. Would they be those well behaved docile kids or those kids who loved to scream at the top of their voices for attention.. Would they be those cute smiley ones or ones who are filled with angst and temper. Whatever it is...all babies are born pure. That's what God said..i just pray that ours will be a physically and mentally complete, healthy, happy and smart person with a potential for great things. Arent we all capable of being one?
I guess, we all could never really, or never really put ourselves in our parents' shoes. I am pretty sure they berangan-ed like us when they we dating or when they just got married. Im sure they had thoughts of what their children would be. Im sure we, at some point in live disappointed them in more ways than we can ever imagine but they still held strong with their faith in us. Such is parental love. All these news of child abuse, rape, torture by flesh-an-blood parent to their children overshadowed the love that most children are showered with. The best way we could repay them is by being thankful and loving them back. And of course..u can be a good parent in return.
I have never been a physically strong person. When i catch a flu, it will always cause mucus to well up my airways and cause difficulty for me to breathe. I dun have strong immunity, i get irritations and fungal infections. All these had been challenging my parents since young yet they never ever saw it as trouble. They always made sure i feel happy and positive. I am thankful.
These are the things in life that are rented to be by Him. Things which he can pull away from me in a stroke of a moment. So while it lasts...treasure every bit of moment with the people you love.
Anyway, these are some Raya photos that me and my loely family took at home before we went out! Its GOLD this season!! Hahaha...i thought i wont have samping this year but when i tried on my ONLY samping, we all thought it matched perfectly like it has always did for the past 3 rayas...Alhamdulillah. I wore my old songkok too...It is about...
This one shows our customary salam-salam mintak maap...that we have to do and have been doing since we know how to use memory..it will start from my mom asking forgiveness from my dad and vice versa...then followed by the children (in ranking order but to be decided by my dad on that day..)...and lastly, sibling-to-sibling which is most fun! Hahaha...imagine Gejah asking forgiveness from us...WAHAHAHA *eviiiil laugh!!*....its OK!! Abang forgive you for using my room, using my clothes and shorts..my stuffs..and all..HALALAN TOYYIBAN! But ask!! Always ask for permission...
This is me and my elder sis...people say we look really alike. We dun tink so...but to make sure..i decided to keep a goatie! Hahaha..nolah. I keep a goatie cos i heard its sunnah...ryyyyyytbut yes. People..this is my elder and wacko sis, Ain.
This is Gejah..aka Aisyah..(or is it the other way round??)My younger sis. She's sitting for her O levels pretty soon. Sometimes, we dunno whether she's Indian or Chinese..she dark..yet she's sepet. Which arh??Hahaha...u need to learn to control ur mood swings Aisyah, esp to ur parents. The mark of a great person is self-mastery. Note that..
I hadnt got a chance to formally mintak maaf from the soon to be memberz..She did already, at the bus stop in sembawang while leaving me breathless..(pun fully intended!) Luvs..i apologize if i had done something unintentionally to hurt or cause distress to you. I wish to seek your forgiveness fro the wrongs i did to you if i did not notice it. I apologize if in my pursuit in life, i ever unintentionally made u feel 2nd place. Im sorry if i ever raised my voice unintentially at u when we were joking. Im sorry is i ever ter-malu kan u when we were childishly playing in public. Im sorry that im not so perfect. I apologize for that day too mama(kamie). That i wasnt feeling well when we went out, i felt i slowed you down. But i am NOT sorry to have bumped into you. I am grateful to be able to have someone like you be my partner in life. I am thankful for everything that He has given me..to find love in you, in each other. The paths we have taken, the decisions, the pain and sorrow, the happiness, the upbringing and experiences all lead to this moment that we'd never have thought possible a year ago. Look where we have gone so far. Its' our 16th weeksary today.. and still getting stronger.
EVERYTHING we went through is something that builds itself for today.
Geraldine...Najee..Ida..and Kecik.. was a build up for the present moment. If i had never gone thru that path, Kamie was never possible. (I apologize to these people too cause i've hurt you before or if i've inconvenienced you in life before.) So would be my decisions in studies. If i were to go ahead and take PE at NIE or take the degree in Sports Mgmt thingy with SSC, it will definitely alter the path. At least, i feel honoured that God is the one that cleared my path and paved the way for me...He himself. Im honoured, you should be too. But life is still up to your own hands. You play an active role in deciding the path of your life.
As such..im gonna sleep.
And before i do. Luvs, i dedicate this song to you and im gonna sing this song to you on 050711....remind me pls.
I love looking at babies. Looking at them makes me think of how mine would be like. Would they be those well behaved docile kids or those kids who loved to scream at the top of their voices for attention.. Would they be those cute smiley ones or ones who are filled with angst and temper. Whatever it is...all babies are born pure. That's what God said..i just pray that ours will be a physically and mentally complete, healthy, happy and smart person with a potential for great things. Arent we all capable of being one?
I guess, we all could never really, or never really put ourselves in our parents' shoes. I am pretty sure they berangan-ed like us when they we dating or when they just got married. Im sure they had thoughts of what their children would be. Im sure we, at some point in live disappointed them in more ways than we can ever imagine but they still held strong with their faith in us. Such is parental love. All these news of child abuse, rape, torture by flesh-an-blood parent to their children overshadowed the love that most children are showered with. The best way we could repay them is by being thankful and loving them back. And of course..u can be a good parent in return.
I have never been a physically strong person. When i catch a flu, it will always cause mucus to well up my airways and cause difficulty for me to breathe. I dun have strong immunity, i get irritations and fungal infections. All these had been challenging my parents since young yet they never ever saw it as trouble. They always made sure i feel happy and positive. I am thankful.
These are the things in life that are rented to be by Him. Things which he can pull away from me in a stroke of a moment. So while it lasts...treasure every bit of moment with the people you love.
Anyway, these are some Raya photos that me and my loely family took at home before we went out! Its GOLD this season!! Hahaha...i thought i wont have samping this year but when i tried on my ONLY samping, we all thought it matched perfectly like it has always did for the past 3 rayas...Alhamdulillah. I wore my old songkok too...It is about..."living beneath our means...so that insyaAllah, one day, we can live beyond our means". -vzoj
This one shows our customary salam-salam mintak maap...that we have to do and have been doing since we know how to use memory..it will start from my mom asking forgiveness from my dad and vice versa...then followed by the children (in ranking order but to be decided by my dad on that day..)...and lastly, sibling-to-sibling which is most fun! Hahaha...imagine Gejah asking forgiveness from us...WAHAHAHA *eviiiil laugh!!*....its OK!! Abang forgive you for using my room, using my clothes and shorts..my stuffs..and all..HALALAN TOYYIBAN! But ask!! Always ask for permission...This is me and my elder sis...people say we look really alike. We dun tink so...but to make sure..i decided to keep a goatie! Hahaha..nolah. I keep a goatie cos i heard its sunnah...ryyyyyytbut yes. People..this is my elder and wacko sis, Ain. This is Gejah..aka Aisyah..(or is it the other way round??)My younger sis. She's sitting for her O levels pretty soon. Sometimes, we dunno whether she's Indian or Chinese..she dark..yet she's sepet. Which arh??Hahaha...u need to learn to control ur mood swings Aisyah, esp to ur parents. The mark of a great person is self-mastery. Note that..I hadnt got a chance to formally mintak maaf from the soon to be memberz..She did already, at the bus stop in sembawang while leaving me breathless..(pun fully intended!) Luvs..i apologize if i had done something unintentionally to hurt or cause distress to you. I wish to seek your forgiveness fro the wrongs i did to you if i did not notice it. I apologize if in my pursuit in life, i ever unintentionally made u feel 2nd place. Im sorry if i ever raised my voice unintentially at u when we were joking. Im sorry is i ever ter-malu kan u when we were childishly playing in public. Im sorry that im not so perfect. I apologize for that day too mama(kamie). That i wasnt feeling well when we went out, i felt i slowed you down. But i am NOT sorry to have bumped into you. I am grateful to be able to have someone like you be my partner in life. I am thankful for everything that He has given me..to find love in you, in each other. The paths we have taken, the decisions, the pain and sorrow, the happiness, the upbringing and experiences all lead to this moment that we'd never have thought possible a year ago. Look where we have gone so far. Its' our 16th weeksary today.. and still getting stronger.
EVERYTHING we went through is something that builds itself for today.
Geraldine...Najee..Ida..and Kecik.. was a build up for the present moment. If i had never gone thru that path, Kamie was never possible. (I apologize to these people too cause i've hurt you before or if i've inconvenienced you in life before.) So would be my decisions in studies. If i were to go ahead and take PE at NIE or take the degree in Sports Mgmt thingy with SSC, it will definitely alter the path. At least, i feel honoured that God is the one that cleared my path and paved the way for me...He himself. Im honoured, you should be too. But life is still up to your own hands. You play an active role in deciding the path of your life.
As such..im gonna sleep.
And before i do. Luvs, i dedicate this song to you and im gonna sing this song to you on 050711....remind me pls.
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight (all the time baby)
You're so lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight. (and all the time..)
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?'
Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.
Just the way you look tonight.
Darling, Just the way you look tonight.
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