A bid to keep to my 2010 new year's resolutions...

What is it about love that makes a person so powerless, yet so powerful at the same time?
What is it about passion that drives one hard yet it makes him crazy?
What is it about faith that blinds a man yet opens his heart?

Questions that have a thousand different answers yet everyone thinks each of it is right? How can all of them be right when humans hold to a theory that if one is right, the other cannot be more right.

We live in a very social environment where each and every of our actions affect other people, be it physically around us...or simply those who keep us close to their heart.

Today is the 12th of July...which means officially, it marks the first successful week of 240 weeks. Before this week, we had to overcome our fears as well as fears of social repercussions. Mentally, we already managed to overcome our individual mental fears..setting a free path towards our unchartered combined goals. With this..now, the second obstacle we expect has arised. Social repercussions...

Personally, I dun see all these as a problem..not ours though but of those who keep us, or her to be precise, in their hearts. Personally, i feel touched that one can have friends who are so concerned about their friends and wanting to play a role in their lives. I know i too have friends close to me but they have learnt who i am and understood how i work and who i can be. They trust me with me own life...

Personally too, i feel great to know she does not treat it as a problem and that she understands the rants and concerns of her friends do not cause a single stir in our lives cos of the understanding we have together...and that we hold firm to it. I am deeply honoured. Now i know where i stand in their hearts..nowhere.

This fortress of isolation i built slowly upon me is for a reason, a reason not to protect..but to fortify what is inside. To be able to slowly expand it without the scrutiny of others..and i hope it remains so.

To endless honeymoons...

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...