05 07 06..
The current favourite...its in my new "CRUISIN' CD"! Thank you...the song's by Alanis Morissette anyway..
These days...i feel like i have found my direction in life. These days..i feel my life has a new meaning..and that im just left with discovering my passion..one that will drive me as hard as as i had before. I feel..once it is rekindled..that passion will drive me further than it did years ago fueled by experience and maturity.
She was asking me.."What is your greatest passion?" I thought...and thought...thought hard..real hard..and i cant think of one. Then i thought again...i thought through an entire process of what really drives me. I discovered that my life was all about not disappointing the ones close to my heart. In my life..i always did things for my loved ones...many of the things that drives me was fueled by emotions of not wanting to disappoint them..of wanting them to be proud of me. Of course there are also many moments in lofe where its about me...just me...and i tend to achieve things not by the spirit of competition but by just wanting to be the best that i can be..to achieve the best i could and not having to feel regret in the end by not putting in the necessary effort needed. So i now have to focus on a passion that is tremendously strong that it will drive me to do things i never thought i could ever imagine of achieving.
About being a commitment-phobic...i think i will only be cured of it once i have found one who really fits me like a glove and one who i will really open the gates of my heart to... Today, I felt so relieved...relieved of a thought that burdens my mind..our minds. Now i believe..we are free to express. Thank you Lat and Kcik..
OK...i have just ironed and reconditioned my smart 4..colour pun dah 'lao jiao' (colour of the shirt faded)..at last i found my epaulette...now left with my beret. I suspect its under the maattresses but Aisyah is sleeping on it..nvrmind la...esok jek la...should be all mouldy i guess. If i cant find it..can always use Aisyah's one!! Hahaha...lucky she's in NCC..i just have to find a crest then! I still need to polish my boots but later la..cos my mom is asleep in the living room and i dun wanna disturb her. Dad's having fever..pray he recovers soon.
Now..i just cant wait to meet up with the penthouse bunkmates! Haha...i tink its gonna be real fun meeting up wearing green. Its been sometime..and YES..i NEED to get a gold for ippt. Cant tell you why but its not a want..its a need.
U too...
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
"Head Over Feet"
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
These days...i feel like i have found my direction in life. These days..i feel my life has a new meaning..and that im just left with discovering my passion..one that will drive me as hard as as i had before. I feel..once it is rekindled..that passion will drive me further than it did years ago fueled by experience and maturity.
She was asking me.."What is your greatest passion?" I thought...and thought...thought hard..real hard..and i cant think of one. Then i thought again...i thought through an entire process of what really drives me. I discovered that my life was all about not disappointing the ones close to my heart. In my life..i always did things for my loved ones...many of the things that drives me was fueled by emotions of not wanting to disappoint them..of wanting them to be proud of me. Of course there are also many moments in lofe where its about me...just me...and i tend to achieve things not by the spirit of competition but by just wanting to be the best that i can be..to achieve the best i could and not having to feel regret in the end by not putting in the necessary effort needed. So i now have to focus on a passion that is tremendously strong that it will drive me to do things i never thought i could ever imagine of achieving.
About being a commitment-phobic...i think i will only be cured of it once i have found one who really fits me like a glove and one who i will really open the gates of my heart to... Today, I felt so relieved...relieved of a thought that burdens my mind..our minds. Now i believe..we are free to express. Thank you Lat and Kcik..
OK...i have just ironed and reconditioned my smart 4..colour pun dah 'lao jiao' (colour of the shirt faded)..at last i found my epaulette...now left with my beret. I suspect its under the maattresses but Aisyah is sleeping on it..nvrmind la...esok jek la...should be all mouldy i guess. If i cant find it..can always use Aisyah's one!! Hahaha...lucky she's in NCC..i just have to find a crest then! I still need to polish my boots but later la..cos my mom is asleep in the living room and i dun wanna disturb her. Dad's having fever..pray he recovers soon.
Now..i just cant wait to meet up with the penthouse bunkmates! Haha...i tink its gonna be real fun meeting up wearing green. Its been sometime..and YES..i NEED to get a gold for ippt. Cant tell you why but its not a want..its a need.
Everyday i learn something new..i see something new..i feel something new..hope honeymoon is for ever..
U too...
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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