SHUT UP!
Its been 2 days...3 more to go.
Hafihz is now in NUH as a result of a mid-air collision with my head. Both our heads clashed while we were going for the same ball and guess what? WE WERE FROM THE SAME TEAM!! He fell, groaned and bled..we had to carry him to the UHWC seeing blood coming out from his ear and he was in excruciate pain. This is those things that happen which screws ur day (and jello-drive..) and makes it all gloomy. I guess, when he fell, he bumped his head on the concrete floor..(couldn't be that my head is what my parents/ family claimed it to be..stone-head/ stubborn..or maybe i guess i am..) Well, he fractured his skull and there is a cut in the ear right before the ear drums and it resulted in a blood clot there. Fortunately he's alright now..and i got a scar to remind me of this incident.
Zubat got married today, yesterday actually but today was the 'bersanding..'..u noe the one with the chairs and the noisy drummers who dun really seem to make music...(those singers too!!) It felt like a small gathering. The Khalawat ppl were there (although we were late cos of mmmmmmm...shan't elaborate..we're jus gonna sell..), there was Fariq, Yeeny and her tunang i tink, Khatijah and her tunang(ryt?), Nora, Sheerin, Azhar Joget and i saw Faiz Mohamad also. Small world..Fyq's mother even noes Zubat's mom..i am so terrified of her!! There was Shaipul..mmm...but many didnt come also..haiz..expected a bigger turnout..guess they did it small..haiz..two more weddings to go..i feel damn old now!!
And have i told any of you that i treasure peace and i hate it when people keep telling me what to do..especially if it buzzes non-stop. It just tempts me to go against my peaceful and mild nature to tell them to shut up..guess i jus walk away.. Maybe its jus my ineffeciency. People never really trust me..is it the face?! Do i have this unsure face?? EXPERIENCE tells me that people always thing im not sure or i dun understand but all i was doing was paying attention..and i HATE it when people assume i dunno what i already noe and they blast me for it...darn are all these tests of my patience?? They should be lucky that even though i have all these temptations to let my hot temper air out..i jus told myself.."walk away Zal..its not worth it.." But sometimes i jus wanna say SHUT UP!
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
Hafihz is now in NUH as a result of a mid-air collision with my head. Both our heads clashed while we were going for the same ball and guess what? WE WERE FROM THE SAME TEAM!! He fell, groaned and bled..we had to carry him to the UHWC seeing blood coming out from his ear and he was in excruciate pain. This is those things that happen which screws ur day (and jello-drive..) and makes it all gloomy. I guess, when he fell, he bumped his head on the concrete floor..(couldn't be that my head is what my parents/ family claimed it to be..stone-head/ stubborn..or maybe i guess i am..) Well, he fractured his skull and there is a cut in the ear right before the ear drums and it resulted in a blood clot there. Fortunately he's alright now..and i got a scar to remind me of this incident.
Zubat got married today, yesterday actually but today was the 'bersanding..'..u noe the one with the chairs and the noisy drummers who dun really seem to make music...(those singers too!!) It felt like a small gathering. The Khalawat ppl were there (although we were late cos of mmmmmmm...shan't elaborate..we're jus gonna sell..), there was Fariq, Yeeny and her tunang i tink, Khatijah and her tunang(ryt?), Nora, Sheerin, Azhar Joget and i saw Faiz Mohamad also. Small world..Fyq's mother even noes Zubat's mom..i am so terrified of her!! There was Shaipul..mmm...but many didnt come also..haiz..expected a bigger turnout..guess they did it small..haiz..two more weddings to go..i feel damn old now!!
And have i told any of you that i treasure peace and i hate it when people keep telling me what to do..especially if it buzzes non-stop. It just tempts me to go against my peaceful and mild nature to tell them to shut up..guess i jus walk away.. Maybe its jus my ineffeciency. People never really trust me..is it the face?! Do i have this unsure face?? EXPERIENCE tells me that people always thing im not sure or i dun understand but all i was doing was paying attention..and i HATE it when people assume i dunno what i already noe and they blast me for it...darn are all these tests of my patience?? They should be lucky that even though i have all these temptations to let my hot temper air out..i jus told myself.."walk away Zal..its not worth it.." But sometimes i jus wanna say SHUT UP!
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
Interesting week you've had, huh? Gave your team mate a concussion and on a roll to visit your friends' weddings.
Anyway, he's my two cents worth on your current predicament. I emphatise with you. I've been in your shoes too. Sometimes, you feel frustrated on why people take you lightly. They don't trust you and they think you lack what it takes...
But who cares about them, man. For every one who didn't believe in you, there will always be one who knows that you can do it... No, it's not me... Hahaha... It's yourself. Just know for yourself that you are more than what these people think of you. You are the driver of your destiny. No point loosing your temper over them cuz it doesnt help the situation at all. Violence just begets more violence. They ain't worth it.
And once you've accomplished your self confidence, show it to those who doubted you. Show to them that they were wrong all along and it was their loss for not trusting you. That is what I call true power, bro...
Remember, the one who is silent does not mean he aint the one in control. Power lies in the mind.
Regards
Haris Jumadi