That RED boy better SHUT UP!
What would it be like to live alone in the world..when all your loved ones have transited to the next phase of their lives?
I was at tentera mosque yesterday noon to see the guy in charge of logistics perhaps to borrow it for iftar tomorrow when i overheard a conversation between an old man and the welfare personnel. She asked, "Anak takde?" (No children?) ..He answered "takde" (Don't have)
She asked further.."Jadi tinggal sorang arh..dengan isteri?" (So u stay alone with your wife?) He replies "Ah" (no need for translation ryt?!) and lastly she asked, "Isteri mana?" (Where is your wife?) and he replies "Dah takde..meninggal." (No longer around..passed away)...
I believe, especially in Singapore, that no one is an island. Our 'concentric circle' of knowing people especially in a small and dynamic city of ours seldom allows for one to be an 'island' (however i will not make a general sweep out of it..) since we have neighbours living in very close proximity, family, frens and colleagues.
However, i just can't imagine living alone in the world, having lost all the people you love. Think about those Tsunami victims, hurricane victims and especially the recent earthquake..there will be bound to be new orphans created overnite. I just cannot imagine life without my mum, nek, dad and siblings, my cuzs and aunties n uncles..they are all wonderful people. The people who in times of need will not ever step away to help me and are people most willing to provide me with advise and education. I can imagine live alone for a period of time..(think Brunei JCC..) but for a prolonged period.."Naaah!!" Shan't think of it..
Anyway, i just finished my sahur..Aflian is here at my nenek's place. Hahaha...he woke up for sahur too and then pooed in his pants! Wahaha.. luckily i have blocked nose from yesterday's canoe polo practise. This week in school has been lacklustred..i have iftar at PGP tomorrow and please, let this be the last this semester..i jus wanna enjoy canoe polo and silat..always hated meetings! Since JC times..all the project work.. i kind of prefer to work alone..no one to bug me and slow me down. No negative charges in my creativity process!! Hahaha..i have crazy ideas in my brains most of the time and i'm damn sure i can make it work..but it's hard to convey that to people most of the times...unless the go thru it and don't mind the rigorous things i put them thru..i cant work for people i guess..this perfectionistic nature in me, dormant and subdued. I'm sure it'll rear its ugly head soon! I jus want to be able to control and harness it la..bring it to a positive light but i guess i lack depth in character.
I have a Singapore Society project due on the 25th..i heard there is going to be a project implemented for Malay Studies..and there will be one more essay from Philosophy..aiyoh! Toking about Philo..i just went through one of the most dumbest tutorials. Have u ever had that? A silent class..jus staring at the table or the walls around you and this goes on for 10min periods?! Luckily some girl asked questions..her questions may seem dumb to some guy but for me, no questions sincerely asked are ever dumb..so for that arrogant guy in the liverpool shirt..i just wanna say.."If you got nothing better to say..keep ur TRAP shut and stop rolling ur FREAKING EYES!!" Its bloody irritating to have an idiot in front of me mumbling and rambling to himself when he doesn't agree with stuffs!! Maann..i'm pissed. No offence to Fyq cos u're a Liverpool fan and u roll your eyes but this baboon (cos he got brown hair..) has some attitude problem and i call this immaturity..not being able to act appropriately in environments with appropriate conduct and always putting yourself as the centre all all revolutions.. KEPALA HOTAK LU la boy! If you don't agree with what the tutor said..comment on it, contribute your ideas and do it in a humble way worthy to the ears. Don't ramble to yourself and show a black face if the tutor refutes your point of view. Just because he doesn't see it your way mean he's in the wrong. If you really think you are right..defend your opinion lar..n he's obnoxious!! He just gets up, slams his chair back and bag down and walks out with heavy footsteps to fill his water bottle..doesn't that remind you of an attention seeker? I agree that everyone is different but then, that doesn't mean you should be obnoxious ryt?? It IRKS me larr!! (This paragraph is totally not me in real life because what actually comes out in real life has gone through the vZOj board of censorship..)
Ok ok..im cool, hunky and handsome..(im sure somebody has something to say about this!)
I got philo class later at 8am..im sure i'll sleep..i try to minimise la but im also sure i wun drool over my notes cos in lectures, i don't sleep with my head on that small table..Wahaha! (Shan't be mean..) OKla..i have a lot to do today..for one..prep for iftar! Two, prep for iftar and last but not least..MUGG!! We formed up our own 'Muggerz Club' and our motto is EFFECIENCY's da KEY..hahaha..trust mats to do this but we are university mats la dok..we rilek one korner wif our books, notes and laptop la! Hahaha..."Wad, no guitar?" Hahaha..uni mats have mp3s in our laptops! Its just ineffecient to have to strum a guitar while studying la dey..hahaha.. Anyway, i was planning to do Popular Youth Culture for Singapore Society Project. Thinking of analysing and writing about 'motorcycle groups/ gangs' in Singapore..hahaha..
K k...im somewhat done..its 13 0530hr OCTOBER 2005..gonna do my Subuh prayers and NOT SLEEP! Cos if i sleep, i will not wake up till the hour hand touches 9..no sleep soldier..no sleep. And hence, wabillah hi taufiq "walhidayah, assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu.." and Naj..hope ur doing fine there soldier.
"My hump..my hump my nananana lumps..CHECK IT OUT!"
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
I was at tentera mosque yesterday noon to see the guy in charge of logistics perhaps to borrow it for iftar tomorrow when i overheard a conversation between an old man and the welfare personnel. She asked, "Anak takde?" (No children?) ..He answered "takde" (Don't have)
She asked further.."Jadi tinggal sorang arh..dengan isteri?" (So u stay alone with your wife?) He replies "Ah" (no need for translation ryt?!) and lastly she asked, "Isteri mana?" (Where is your wife?) and he replies "Dah takde..meninggal." (No longer around..passed away)...
I believe, especially in Singapore, that no one is an island. Our 'concentric circle' of knowing people especially in a small and dynamic city of ours seldom allows for one to be an 'island' (however i will not make a general sweep out of it..) since we have neighbours living in very close proximity, family, frens and colleagues.
However, i just can't imagine living alone in the world, having lost all the people you love. Think about those Tsunami victims, hurricane victims and especially the recent earthquake..there will be bound to be new orphans created overnite. I just cannot imagine life without my mum, nek, dad and siblings, my cuzs and aunties n uncles..they are all wonderful people. The people who in times of need will not ever step away to help me and are people most willing to provide me with advise and education. I can imagine live alone for a period of time..(think Brunei JCC..) but for a prolonged period.."Naaah!!" Shan't think of it..
Anyway, i just finished my sahur..Aflian is here at my nenek's place. Hahaha...he woke up for sahur too and then pooed in his pants! Wahaha.. luckily i have blocked nose from yesterday's canoe polo practise. This week in school has been lacklustred..i have iftar at PGP tomorrow and please, let this be the last this semester..i jus wanna enjoy canoe polo and silat..always hated meetings! Since JC times..all the project work.. i kind of prefer to work alone..no one to bug me and slow me down. No negative charges in my creativity process!! Hahaha..i have crazy ideas in my brains most of the time and i'm damn sure i can make it work..but it's hard to convey that to people most of the times...unless the go thru it and don't mind the rigorous things i put them thru..i cant work for people i guess..this perfectionistic nature in me, dormant and subdued. I'm sure it'll rear its ugly head soon! I jus want to be able to control and harness it la..bring it to a positive light but i guess i lack depth in character.
I have a Singapore Society project due on the 25th..i heard there is going to be a project implemented for Malay Studies..and there will be one more essay from Philosophy..aiyoh! Toking about Philo..i just went through one of the most dumbest tutorials. Have u ever had that? A silent class..jus staring at the table or the walls around you and this goes on for 10min periods?! Luckily some girl asked questions..her questions may seem dumb to some guy but for me, no questions sincerely asked are ever dumb..so for that arrogant guy in the liverpool shirt..i just wanna say.."If you got nothing better to say..keep ur TRAP shut and stop rolling ur FREAKING EYES!!" Its bloody irritating to have an idiot in front of me mumbling and rambling to himself when he doesn't agree with stuffs!! Maann..i'm pissed. No offence to Fyq cos u're a Liverpool fan and u roll your eyes but this baboon (cos he got brown hair..) has some attitude problem and i call this immaturity..not being able to act appropriately in environments with appropriate conduct and always putting yourself as the centre all all revolutions.. KEPALA HOTAK LU la boy! If you don't agree with what the tutor said..comment on it, contribute your ideas and do it in a humble way worthy to the ears. Don't ramble to yourself and show a black face if the tutor refutes your point of view. Just because he doesn't see it your way mean he's in the wrong. If you really think you are right..defend your opinion lar..n he's obnoxious!! He just gets up, slams his chair back and bag down and walks out with heavy footsteps to fill his water bottle..doesn't that remind you of an attention seeker? I agree that everyone is different but then, that doesn't mean you should be obnoxious ryt?? It IRKS me larr!! (This paragraph is totally not me in real life because what actually comes out in real life has gone through the vZOj board of censorship..)
Ok ok..im cool, hunky and handsome..(im sure somebody has something to say about this!)
I got philo class later at 8am..im sure i'll sleep..i try to minimise la but im also sure i wun drool over my notes cos in lectures, i don't sleep with my head on that small table..Wahaha! (Shan't be mean..) OKla..i have a lot to do today..for one..prep for iftar! Two, prep for iftar and last but not least..MUGG!! We formed up our own 'Muggerz Club' and our motto is EFFECIENCY's da KEY..hahaha..trust mats to do this but we are university mats la dok..we rilek one korner wif our books, notes and laptop la! Hahaha..."Wad, no guitar?" Hahaha..uni mats have mp3s in our laptops! Its just ineffecient to have to strum a guitar while studying la dey..hahaha.. Anyway, i was planning to do Popular Youth Culture for Singapore Society Project. Thinking of analysing and writing about 'motorcycle groups/ gangs' in Singapore..hahaha..
K k...im somewhat done..its 13 0530hr OCTOBER 2005..gonna do my Subuh prayers and NOT SLEEP! Cos if i sleep, i will not wake up till the hour hand touches 9..no sleep soldier..no sleep. And hence, wabillah hi taufiq "walhidayah, assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu.." and Naj..hope ur doing fine there soldier.
"My hump..my hump my nananana lumps..CHECK IT OUT!"
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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