A bid to keep to my 2010 new year's resolutions...

Hi..just came back from Brunei on the 11th..on the dot with Naj's birthday and aso earlier than any of us had expected! Hmm..but it was a trip to be remembered for generations to come..

 

That day..i was walking back home from NTUC..i was carrying a full load of stuffs in both hands..Heavy but managable. But then..this old man dropped his bag and he too was carrying loads of stuffs..furthermore, it was at the middle of the pedestrian crossing..i picked it up before he could even rearrange the plastic bags he was carrying. He smiled thankfully at me..saying "Thank U"..

 

It was a smile that penetrated me that morning..in my heart..i was beaming. It felt GREAT. Have u ever noticed that whenever u did something good..u feel good..u feel lighter in some ways..(BUT its not a way to lose weight...at least its not a scientifically proven way!!) Its like a part of a burden being taken out from u..just for that deed u had done. Have u ever felt it?

 

Maybe its Gods' way of rewarding ur deed..by taking away some of ur sins.

 

Maybe its just u..feeling proud of urself..being on top of the world.

 

But it felt great didnt it? Hahaha..maybe if u didnt feel it..u were just expecting too much of urself and did not think it was a good deed u had just offered to a person in distress.. but try to expect smaller..more achievable things from urself sometimes. It sort of keeps u motivated..even tho small and meagre..but then..its still something good. U should feel proud of urself..

 

TRY.