Last Day..but i'll be back!
Another day in which i broke fast with my other group of frens. This tym..the malay guys. Malek, Jamal, Ihsan, Shah...at Beach Rd after i bought some stuffs for my trip to Brunei. Ate roti john 'shakira'..Heard of it? Hahaha..
Jus some pics to share..but the gist is still as per the last entry..On how frens are important in the process of shaping your life. (Or rather..how ur life was shaped.) But this tym..i'll focus more on closer relationships.
Tonight..i'll be on my way to Brunei..or commonly termed as Exercise Lancer. It will be a 14 day affair with the Temburung jungle terrain. I've been there before as a cadet whilst on Jungle Confidence Course..so i'm not really that worried. It was the best experience during training in OCS! Hahaha..OK i'm digressing.. My lil sister made me a card..a drawing rather..with an A4 printing paper and crayons..(HAHAHA..It stinks of crayon smell!!) But thanks Aisyah!
Basically..it showed the thoughtfulness..even though it was just a small act..from a sister to a brother. The 'small' act..was magnified by the fact that it was a surprise. I found the letter in my bag anyway..and reading it. I felt a sense of family-ness. Would i have done the same thing? Perhaps..but perhaps not too. I may just have told her.."Aiyah..small thing lar! Relax..it's saddistically enjoying!" Hmm..maybe it's just my own way..but maybe it's just ego too..to be protective of the solid fort, hence, unable to really express your deepest thoughts.
Why isit so easy to open up to friends sometyms but u close up when in front of the people u love? It cannot be ego being the mastermind for everything ryt? Isit respect? Or isit just a display of piety, to maintain good (quiet and mild) conduct in front of them? Or could it be the alfamous mafia, the 'Generation gap'?? Hmm...
Let's reflect on this point. I noe i will..cause it's a challenge i've been facing for ages. This tym, Brunei shld be a good environment to reflect especially since it's fasting month and it's very near Eid Mubbarak..a day of forgiveness and love. I shld be able to overcome this...
So for my adik kepo who will read this..Take Care too! Look after the family and dun be naughty. PLEASE clean up the room for me..i did it halfway cos i had to pass ur shirt n book to u..careless gal! Made me go all the way to Crez..and ALSO..PLEEASE go to Nenek house and visit her..coz i wun be ard.."How long haven't u been there?!" Lastly, dun wori..i'll still fast and if i cant make it..i'll still try. If i still cannot..i'll try again and then i will break. But i'll do it everyday.
N ya..to my dear Najee..if u really listened. U will read this in the afternoon..isit afternoon yet? "Check ur watch.." HAHAHA..smalam u went to help ummi after dia dah bangun eh? Or did u fall asleep?! If u did..it's 9-8 in my favour and 50cents in my account k! Hehehe..it's including u too..Take Care Najee..I'll be looking out for full moon there but mathematically..i dun tink i'll get to see one. Thanx alot too for all these while..Please hantar the kueh via DHL too..i already booked a flight for it! Ciao Chinchiao..Chendol OUT! Hahaha..
Can't wait to be back..my frens..u all take care!
Jus some pics to share..but the gist is still as per the last entry..On how frens are important in the process of shaping your life. (Or rather..how ur life was shaped.) But this tym..i'll focus more on closer relationships.
Tonight..i'll be on my way to Brunei..or commonly termed as Exercise Lancer. It will be a 14 day affair with the Temburung jungle terrain. I've been there before as a cadet whilst on Jungle Confidence Course..so i'm not really that worried. It was the best experience during training in OCS! Hahaha..OK i'm digressing.. My lil sister made me a card..a drawing rather..with an A4 printing paper and crayons..(HAHAHA..It stinks of crayon smell!!) But thanks Aisyah!
Basically..it showed the thoughtfulness..even though it was just a small act..from a sister to a brother. The 'small' act..was magnified by the fact that it was a surprise. I found the letter in my bag anyway..and reading it. I felt a sense of family-ness. Would i have done the same thing? Perhaps..but perhaps not too. I may just have told her.."Aiyah..small thing lar! Relax..it's saddistically enjoying!" Hmm..maybe it's just my own way..but maybe it's just ego too..to be protective of the solid fort, hence, unable to really express your deepest thoughts.
Why isit so easy to open up to friends sometyms but u close up when in front of the people u love? It cannot be ego being the mastermind for everything ryt? Isit respect? Or isit just a display of piety, to maintain good (quiet and mild) conduct in front of them? Or could it be the alfamous mafia, the 'Generation gap'?? Hmm...
Let's reflect on this point. I noe i will..cause it's a challenge i've been facing for ages. This tym, Brunei shld be a good environment to reflect especially since it's fasting month and it's very near Eid Mubbarak..a day of forgiveness and love. I shld be able to overcome this...
So for my adik kepo who will read this..Take Care too! Look after the family and dun be naughty. PLEASE clean up the room for me..i did it halfway cos i had to pass ur shirt n book to u..careless gal! Made me go all the way to Crez..and ALSO..PLEEASE go to Nenek house and visit her..coz i wun be ard.."How long haven't u been there?!" Lastly, dun wori..i'll still fast and if i cant make it..i'll still try. If i still cannot..i'll try again and then i will break. But i'll do it everyday.
N ya..to my dear Najee..if u really listened. U will read this in the afternoon..isit afternoon yet? "Check ur watch.." HAHAHA..smalam u went to help ummi after dia dah bangun eh? Or did u fall asleep?! If u did..it's 9-8 in my favour and 50cents in my account k! Hehehe..it's including u too..Take Care Najee..I'll be looking out for full moon there but mathematically..i dun tink i'll get to see one. Thanx alot too for all these while..Please hantar the kueh via DHL too..i already booked a flight for it! Ciao Chinchiao..Chendol OUT! Hahaha..
Can't wait to be back..my frens..u all take care!
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