5 days more...
Another busy peak period over..
Port Dickson followed by Perkampungan bahasa back-to-back..that was a day away from home since the wee morning of saturday till midnite wednesday. The car is going to hit 2000km soon...within 2weeks...we have droven like crazy i presume with Kak teepah's wedding and all...my sis got to drive the car at 140kmh..so much for letting new cars run in huh...but cars should be factory run-in ryt?? We shall assume that it is then...
Ok...so much for what has happened so far. Its now 5 more days to my driving test. I have booked lessons on sat and mon. Hopefully my instructor can empty up a slot on tues or mon morning la...with this three lessons, i will at last chalk up 9 lessons in total throughout my 6mths learning. That would have cost me..urmm...$350 in total to learn driving, but IF i fail..then i would be the cause of my own failure. Haiz...so much for economizing huh? We'll see..i got to focus real hard then..the irony of remembering what you should do and at the same time not to have thoughts in your head when you are in full focus is funny.
Somehow...there are many points you should remember when executing something to perfection. Yet, you should not think too much when you execute it. Just..BLINK! For now..this applies to my jurus tunggal baku and also to my driving. My sole motivation lies in my perfectionist nature..that i would only clear things one-shot...as perfect as i can get. Its scarily fun when i get into that mindset. When everything is shut out from the mind and your vision tunnels in to your task at hand. When your confidence boils so hard that it almost feels like you're getting complacent...so confident that you will get what you want.
BUT...
Its not easy for me to get into this mindset. There are not many moments i recall getting into this trance. Yet..i want to invoke it..NOW..cause it is one of the most perfect time to do so.. with competition coming up and also the TP test..there is no better time than now. (I just know and feel that strawberry milk is good to calm that raging spirit when it comes..I dunno why..dun ask me!! Guess its psychological..Hahaha..)
I also found out that for IVPs, my event will have to go through preliminaries as there are 7 or more people competing. The top 4 will then have to compete in a separate finals. Haiz...I still cant duduk bersila!!!! (Sit cross legged..) FYI...i cannot sit cross legged properly. I will not last for 2-3mins..hence, i prefer to stand. What more a silat cross legged...i cant even do it!!! AAAAAARGHHH!!!....thats the only thing stopping me now..hahahaha...what a thing. For Nura..she's still working on her hand-stand horse-kick...we're trading skills in these two departments. But i think for those that thinks seni is easy..try it...doing it is ok..but doing it and keeping with the timing saps more energy than a sparring match. I personally dun pant in a spar but in seni..i cant stand straight after doing a sequence 5 times in a row. HAHAHA...but i tink i can still elak a meja!
Silat camp is somewhat settled except for sunday's meals. Anybody's mom willing to cook? We'll reimburse and pay a bit extra...can?
And i hit my head against a screw jutting out in the backseat of the mendaki van. Rabakk....now i have a baluku..bloody van. PB? Nothing to say..lack of sleep and food. Lost 1/2kg..same with Lat. But it was fun watching soccer live at McDonalds..hahaha...the Mac's wa packed..people cheered and reacted with excitement...and people were sleeping too when their teams played. (Rabakk Lat..luckily we won. So i guess we have to fly off and join our team for the match against Japan soon?)
Ok ok.....know what? Im a phlegmatic introvert.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
Port Dickson followed by Perkampungan bahasa back-to-back..that was a day away from home since the wee morning of saturday till midnite wednesday. The car is going to hit 2000km soon...within 2weeks...we have droven like crazy i presume with Kak teepah's wedding and all...my sis got to drive the car at 140kmh..so much for letting new cars run in huh...but cars should be factory run-in ryt?? We shall assume that it is then...
Ok...so much for what has happened so far. Its now 5 more days to my driving test. I have booked lessons on sat and mon. Hopefully my instructor can empty up a slot on tues or mon morning la...with this three lessons, i will at last chalk up 9 lessons in total throughout my 6mths learning. That would have cost me..urmm...$350 in total to learn driving, but IF i fail..then i would be the cause of my own failure. Haiz...so much for economizing huh? We'll see..i got to focus real hard then..the irony of remembering what you should do and at the same time not to have thoughts in your head when you are in full focus is funny.
Somehow...there are many points you should remember when executing something to perfection. Yet, you should not think too much when you execute it. Just..BLINK! For now..this applies to my jurus tunggal baku and also to my driving. My sole motivation lies in my perfectionist nature..that i would only clear things one-shot...as perfect as i can get. Its scarily fun when i get into that mindset. When everything is shut out from the mind and your vision tunnels in to your task at hand. When your confidence boils so hard that it almost feels like you're getting complacent...so confident that you will get what you want.
BUT...
Its not easy for me to get into this mindset. There are not many moments i recall getting into this trance. Yet..i want to invoke it..NOW..cause it is one of the most perfect time to do so.. with competition coming up and also the TP test..there is no better time than now. (I just know and feel that strawberry milk is good to calm that raging spirit when it comes..I dunno why..dun ask me!! Guess its psychological..Hahaha..)
I also found out that for IVPs, my event will have to go through preliminaries as there are 7 or more people competing. The top 4 will then have to compete in a separate finals. Haiz...I still cant duduk bersila!!!! (Sit cross legged..) FYI...i cannot sit cross legged properly. I will not last for 2-3mins..hence, i prefer to stand. What more a silat cross legged...i cant even do it!!! AAAAAARGHHH!!!....thats the only thing stopping me now..hahahaha...what a thing. For Nura..she's still working on her hand-stand horse-kick...we're trading skills in these two departments. But i think for those that thinks seni is easy..try it...doing it is ok..but doing it and keeping with the timing saps more energy than a sparring match. I personally dun pant in a spar but in seni..i cant stand straight after doing a sequence 5 times in a row. HAHAHA...but i tink i can still elak a meja!
Silat camp is somewhat settled except for sunday's meals. Anybody's mom willing to cook? We'll reimburse and pay a bit extra...can?
And i hit my head against a screw jutting out in the backseat of the mendaki van. Rabakk....now i have a baluku..bloody van. PB? Nothing to say..lack of sleep and food. Lost 1/2kg..same with Lat. But it was fun watching soccer live at McDonalds..hahaha...the Mac's wa packed..people cheered and reacted with excitement...and people were sleeping too when their teams played. (Rabakk Lat..luckily we won. So i guess we have to fly off and join our team for the match against Japan soon?)
Ok ok.....know what? Im a phlegmatic introvert.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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