I nearly forgot me..
Faizola..i forgot about you.
Needed a reminder from an old friend about the person she knew me as to remind me of my strengths. Have been bombarded with so much weaknesses that i nearly forgot i had those strengths within me. Was toking to Tini just now about her breakup.
I didnt expect San to change that much from what i heard. I hope its temporary my friend. But even if its temporary...the damage u've caused is great. I'm sorry but i do not agree with whatever ppl claimed u have said. As a friend...i am disappointed but i believe its not you. I believe something spark this is you...some frustrations or so...i dun believe you're like this.
Tini reminded me of the things i do that made her admire me..and listening to it made me realise strengths i never realised was within. She said that i was hardworking..that although i knew i wasnt blessed with academic strengths..i worked my ass off to make the grades. She said Cikgu Zainon told her that she feels Faizola can do well for his A's. I never knew that! I never realised i was being scrutinised..being observed by people close to me. Tini said that she admired the way i handle my work..that whatever task..menial or large..i would want to do it to the best of my abilities and not hand in a half-hearted effort. She gave examples of the logo for Perbayu and soccer, Pesta Peti Putih..that i had so much pride and put in so much effort. I was hardworking?
I was a person of determination..a person who once his eyes are set upon something would spare no effort in working towards achieving it.
Look at yourself now Faizola. A piece of slogshit. Giving up at the smallest obstacle. Where was the strength that once made you Me?? Hiding dormant? Subdued by the devils that reigned after NS? I feel that NS made me lazy...the corporate leadership life tainted all that i knew about pure effort and hardwork. I learnt leverage...it made jobs easier but it made me weak.
Now...3 weeks to the exams. Wake up dear old friend. Time to unsettle the devils. Its the moment we have to seize.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
And The Untouchables was screened today at the Substation to a roaring success! Kudos to Haris and the team! Im ready for part 2...
Needed a reminder from an old friend about the person she knew me as to remind me of my strengths. Have been bombarded with so much weaknesses that i nearly forgot i had those strengths within me. Was toking to Tini just now about her breakup.
I didnt expect San to change that much from what i heard. I hope its temporary my friend. But even if its temporary...the damage u've caused is great. I'm sorry but i do not agree with whatever ppl claimed u have said. As a friend...i am disappointed but i believe its not you. I believe something spark this is you...some frustrations or so...i dun believe you're like this.
Tini reminded me of the things i do that made her admire me..and listening to it made me realise strengths i never realised was within. She said that i was hardworking..that although i knew i wasnt blessed with academic strengths..i worked my ass off to make the grades. She said Cikgu Zainon told her that she feels Faizola can do well for his A's. I never knew that! I never realised i was being scrutinised..being observed by people close to me. Tini said that she admired the way i handle my work..that whatever task..menial or large..i would want to do it to the best of my abilities and not hand in a half-hearted effort. She gave examples of the logo for Perbayu and soccer, Pesta Peti Putih..that i had so much pride and put in so much effort. I was hardworking?
I was a person of determination..a person who once his eyes are set upon something would spare no effort in working towards achieving it.
Look at yourself now Faizola. A piece of slogshit. Giving up at the smallest obstacle. Where was the strength that once made you Me?? Hiding dormant? Subdued by the devils that reigned after NS? I feel that NS made me lazy...the corporate leadership life tainted all that i knew about pure effort and hardwork. I learnt leverage...it made jobs easier but it made me weak.
Now...3 weeks to the exams. Wake up dear old friend. Time to unsettle the devils. Its the moment we have to seize.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
And The Untouchables was screened today at the Substation to a roaring success! Kudos to Haris and the team! Im ready for part 2...
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