Back to the innert-self??
Well, had my first ever bloody presentation in NUS!!
Damn..it was my FNA1002, accounting..had to present an assignment..grp work. There were 4 questions so each of us presented one. And i had to present the toughest one. How would i know??? They told me to pick one..so i picked that question lar! Hahaha..anyways..i need to work on this man..accounting. It is one of the shortlisted subject to get A+ for this sem..hehehe..so how? Still can Faizola?
And well..bubz and me somewhat settled. Resolved..still the same.
Is this a damn problem of me? Fear..unsettledness..indecisiveness..guilt..fussy..picky..or maybe im just too calculative. Maybe i have too much time in my hands now..so i dun need to decide. What happended to my rilek-rilek and enjoy life? Or m i just falling back to my innert character. That i only go all out..
Maybe i need to justify myself..or am i justifying my actions? I am just as confused as you are. Hit by something that even i didnt realise was coming till the last split second. I am still trying to find the answers or should i just give up since its all been settled for and done?
I remember Haizu told me once before about my character. That i may be one who seems to be so nonchalant in everything i do..without a care in the world. But when im focused..he says..i will be one who focuses all out on the task that i tend to forget those close to me. I hope if this is really true..may i not ever do it to my mother, father, nenek and family. Many great men have fallen due to this..regretting it all in the end. Like Jet Li in Fearless..but he was still great! Hahaha..
Maybe i should just list down what are the testimonials i wanna get upon my demise from this worldly place. Maybe i should..
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
Damn..it was my FNA1002, accounting..had to present an assignment..grp work. There were 4 questions so each of us presented one. And i had to present the toughest one. How would i know??? They told me to pick one..so i picked that question lar! Hahaha..anyways..i need to work on this man..accounting. It is one of the shortlisted subject to get A+ for this sem..hehehe..so how? Still can Faizola?
And well..bubz and me somewhat settled. Resolved..still the same.
Is this a damn problem of me? Fear..unsettledness..indecisiveness..guilt..fussy..picky..or maybe im just too calculative. Maybe i have too much time in my hands now..so i dun need to decide. What happended to my rilek-rilek and enjoy life? Or m i just falling back to my innert character. That i only go all out..
Maybe i need to justify myself..or am i justifying my actions? I am just as confused as you are. Hit by something that even i didnt realise was coming till the last split second. I am still trying to find the answers or should i just give up since its all been settled for and done?
I remember Haizu told me once before about my character. That i may be one who seems to be so nonchalant in everything i do..without a care in the world. But when im focused..he says..i will be one who focuses all out on the task that i tend to forget those close to me. I hope if this is really true..may i not ever do it to my mother, father, nenek and family. Many great men have fallen due to this..regretting it all in the end. Like Jet Li in Fearless..but he was still great! Hahaha..
Maybe i should just list down what are the testimonials i wanna get upon my demise from this worldly place. Maybe i should..
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
mebe u r trying to hard to justify everything, certain things are hard to justify....