Happily shittified? What the...
I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!
Well..sometimes..
In a true mat-styled accent..that "sometimes" has been made a trademark in true sense..losing all bearings of its true meaning..OK..im blabbering in denial!!
Hahaha...but actually i feel happy. If the one she is with now is much better..(which was what i prayed for at that time when i made my decision to stamp my foot down..)..i will be more that elated. Well..she had moved on..when's my turn?
Anyway..seeing all these, im sort of relieved that this saga is over. I sincerely hope this kind of thing..(this ending..) doesn't happen again. Was i dumb?? Am i wierd to listen to that calling in my heart? (U sure a not Najee?!) I tink im just human to do this..irrationality is a trait of humans..well..
"I hope u'll be blessed and that i was God's plan in His chart of life for u..that i was not a waste in all this..that i mattered.. I pray that what we had between us..what i had taught u, u'd still keep in mind and not jus let it go to waste due to emotions. I will always treasure that short moment we had together. Best of luck and i'll always be around.." Those words that i refused to say to you..i hope u understand that i meant good..that i was not n never wanted to be a hypocrite. Those feelings i had was true..what u wanted of me..if i were to give it to u will not be. I hope he can give it to u sincerely.. -This is for Ida..ciao..
0 comments:
Post a Comment