Philo milo killo...'chilloooo...'
This is the end of my pathetic one week break! Arrrgh! Hahahaha….
What have I done? Hmmm…ZERO readings,..one assignment and a rough plan for my Singapore Studies project…haiz..but I cant say its wasted cos the whole week wasn’t burnt just like that. Training la…meeting lar…or relaxation..and RELAXATION is NOT slacking. Its part of a conscious effort to keep oneself in ‘peak condition’..and im NOT JOKING!
Hahaha…downloaded a lot of songs also. Right now..im in a peaceful mood..dunno why I have the sudden craving for nasyids..looked for all the songs which I like to listen to in the wee mornings. Peaceful la…
Next week I guess is gonna be worse! Handing up of assignments (Tamil and Philo) ..and studying for econs mid term exam. Cant be complacent that I understand..(jus becos I did econs b4 does not mean I understand wholly..focussssss) A lot of things happening next week…I need to hand up design for Canoe Polo t-shirt..Got ‘Something Abt Melayu’ play to watch…need to get my CA card for philo..havnt paid Nura la!! Now I remembered!! Arrrgh…
I need a massage..that day one of my fellow colleagues at the Riders of Storm Assoc..(Pizza hut rider la..) accidentally massaged my back and oooh my…I asked for more la…my arms too…oooooooooh…I badly needed that. Had to content with aches and knots on my body for weeks.. Tough training huh? My lil sis said last week I tink that I got thinner…(my arms la…) and cik ida also said I got thinner but I gained nearly 2kg… Paradox of exercise n training. Hahaha….
Well, lets talk abt my philo assignment…
I have to dabble abt morals n ethics.. used to think a lot and reflect on points I dun understand..(but that causes white hairs..) and so I guess now I jus relax la..but then this stupid thing made me think all over again.. hmmm…lets see…can u tell me..why would u convict your own kin and family..to what extent will ur point stand? Does it apply to all situations?
What I have conjuered…plus it confirms with Najee…that it lies in trust and faith. Between kins and family is this bond bounded by love and trust. When u love..u want to protect that person and love is most of the time selfish-selflessness (later I explain why I say that..) and trust enables this love to carry on. The bond btwn you is mostly forged through the years of you rowing up together and being cared for. Either that..since there’s bond by blood and kinship..benefit of trust is always given first (usually..) So when a kin does something wrong..ur first instinct is to give him the benefit of doubt that he didn’t do it…there must be a reason to justify why he did it…and he did not do wrong. And then..u wldnt want to lose him and let him suffer in prison..
Why selfish-selflessness?
That’s what love is sometimes..(or most of the times…) When u love someone…most of the time, u wld want for them what’s best..sometimes discounting the fact whether they really want it or not..and u can bear to sacrifice all… its this paradox of love that creates conflict and tension sometimes..i guess lar..care to comment if u want..
Ok la..got to cut short cos I have to prep for Friday prayers…got canoe polo gym session also…hahaha…k k…
Vannakam! (N Najee…nice toking to u again…)
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
What have I done? Hmmm…ZERO readings,..one assignment and a rough plan for my Singapore Studies project…haiz..but I cant say its wasted cos the whole week wasn’t burnt just like that. Training la…meeting lar…or relaxation..and RELAXATION is NOT slacking. Its part of a conscious effort to keep oneself in ‘peak condition’..and im NOT JOKING!
Hahaha…downloaded a lot of songs also. Right now..im in a peaceful mood..dunno why I have the sudden craving for nasyids..looked for all the songs which I like to listen to in the wee mornings. Peaceful la…
Next week I guess is gonna be worse! Handing up of assignments (Tamil and Philo) ..and studying for econs mid term exam. Cant be complacent that I understand..(jus becos I did econs b4 does not mean I understand wholly..focussssss) A lot of things happening next week…I need to hand up design for Canoe Polo t-shirt..Got ‘Something Abt Melayu’ play to watch…need to get my CA card for philo..havnt paid Nura la!! Now I remembered!! Arrrgh…
I need a massage..that day one of my fellow colleagues at the Riders of Storm Assoc..(Pizza hut rider la..) accidentally massaged my back and oooh my…I asked for more la…my arms too…oooooooooh…I badly needed that. Had to content with aches and knots on my body for weeks.. Tough training huh? My lil sis said last week I tink that I got thinner…(my arms la…) and cik ida also said I got thinner but I gained nearly 2kg… Paradox of exercise n training. Hahaha….
Well, lets talk abt my philo assignment…
I have to dabble abt morals n ethics.. used to think a lot and reflect on points I dun understand..(but that causes white hairs..) and so I guess now I jus relax la..but then this stupid thing made me think all over again.. hmmm…lets see…can u tell me..why would u convict your own kin and family..to what extent will ur point stand? Does it apply to all situations?
What I have conjuered…plus it confirms with Najee…that it lies in trust and faith. Between kins and family is this bond bounded by love and trust. When u love..u want to protect that person and love is most of the time selfish-selflessness (later I explain why I say that..) and trust enables this love to carry on. The bond btwn you is mostly forged through the years of you rowing up together and being cared for. Either that..since there’s bond by blood and kinship..benefit of trust is always given first (usually..) So when a kin does something wrong..ur first instinct is to give him the benefit of doubt that he didn’t do it…there must be a reason to justify why he did it…and he did not do wrong. And then..u wldnt want to lose him and let him suffer in prison..
Why selfish-selflessness?
That’s what love is sometimes..(or most of the times…) When u love someone…most of the time, u wld want for them what’s best..sometimes discounting the fact whether they really want it or not..and u can bear to sacrifice all… its this paradox of love that creates conflict and tension sometimes..i guess lar..care to comment if u want..
Ok la..got to cut short cos I have to prep for Friday prayers…got canoe polo gym session also…hahaha…k k…
Vannakam! (N Najee…nice toking to u again…)
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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