Clear CONSCIENCE..
Huan Yin Guang Lin Sin Chia Po!!!
At last..I M BACK in my homeland..the soil where i was born upon..WOHOO! Kind of getting tired of life in Taiwan liao..boring la siul..the only thing that can maybe make me stay there would be the cute kikies. My GAWD..the kikkies..(aka Cats) are soo cute and hairy. Looked like little tigers..Made me wanna adopt kittens but i think my family wouldnt like it. It would be quite troublesome too.. cat smell..urine and poo. At least when i took care of my 2 kikies in camp..the camp was like:
01. Not my premise.
02. Dirty a bit nevermind..cement mah! Wash up can liao..
03. The kikies are free to roam around..evening time just call out for them. Trained kikies!
Its now 0614hrs and im still not asleep yet..going to Yishun to surprise my mummy later! She doesnt know im back yet. Only Najee and my daddy since Naj smsed and my daddy woke up. Waiting for my clothes to completely be washed so i can hang it up to dry.
But haiz..gotto go back camp on Wed..so fast..but gonna ORD lor! So its ok...only a bit left. Me aso in Taiwan tinking wad i can do to occupy my free times. Tinking of picing up a full time hobby that i can make as a part time career. Tinking of aso doin a few stuffs..achieving a few stuffs as i start back life as a civilian and eventually as a student..and subsequently as an adult. A lot on my mind in Taiwan. Aso tinking wat i had tried to do these 5years..whether is it fruitful anot..but i decide to take the back seat now thats for sure. No 'MIND'..
Im setting out to live my DREAMS..but can i? I showed potential in many periods of my life..sure i can do it again. As far as i know..the environment is important for me. I know i cannot live with backstabbing and too much politics..(like Army). I like environment where everyone fights and lives for each other like during training days (BMT and OCS)..like when i feel im part of something..i am something that makes a thing.. not just a spec in the wind or a bubble in the sea where no one cares, noes or even bother of my existence. I realise some strengths in me..but i noe to harness it..i need to feel important. History showed that the more task i undertake..the better i perform. But the environment is the most important factor...the people around u and the job u do.
What ive decided:
1. Naj.. im taking a back seat. No thots..clear mind / conscience.
2. Got to really get a permanent hobby.
3. Not gonna cut my hair! (..yet)
4. Keep my fitness after i ORD.
5. Get a life!
6. Kikies?
7. Find a job.
Thats all so far..the most major thing maybe the one on top. Its kinda of hard for me really..but its time the metal meets the meat. Its clear conscience now..trust me.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
At last..I M BACK in my homeland..the soil where i was born upon..WOHOO! Kind of getting tired of life in Taiwan liao..boring la siul..the only thing that can maybe make me stay there would be the cute kikies. My GAWD..the kikkies..(aka Cats) are soo cute and hairy. Looked like little tigers..Made me wanna adopt kittens but i think my family wouldnt like it. It would be quite troublesome too.. cat smell..urine and poo. At least when i took care of my 2 kikies in camp..the camp was like:
01. Not my premise.
02. Dirty a bit nevermind..cement mah! Wash up can liao..
03. The kikies are free to roam around..evening time just call out for them. Trained kikies!
Its now 0614hrs and im still not asleep yet..going to Yishun to surprise my mummy later! She doesnt know im back yet. Only Najee and my daddy since Naj smsed and my daddy woke up. Waiting for my clothes to completely be washed so i can hang it up to dry.
But haiz..gotto go back camp on Wed..so fast..but gonna ORD lor! So its ok...only a bit left. Me aso in Taiwan tinking wad i can do to occupy my free times. Tinking of picing up a full time hobby that i can make as a part time career. Tinking of aso doin a few stuffs..achieving a few stuffs as i start back life as a civilian and eventually as a student..and subsequently as an adult. A lot on my mind in Taiwan. Aso tinking wat i had tried to do these 5years..whether is it fruitful anot..but i decide to take the back seat now thats for sure. No 'MIND'..
Im setting out to live my DREAMS..but can i? I showed potential in many periods of my life..sure i can do it again. As far as i know..the environment is important for me. I know i cannot live with backstabbing and too much politics..(like Army). I like environment where everyone fights and lives for each other like during training days (BMT and OCS)..like when i feel im part of something..i am something that makes a thing.. not just a spec in the wind or a bubble in the sea where no one cares, noes or even bother of my existence. I realise some strengths in me..but i noe to harness it..i need to feel important. History showed that the more task i undertake..the better i perform. But the environment is the most important factor...the people around u and the job u do.
What ive decided:
1. Naj.. im taking a back seat. No thots..clear mind / conscience.
2. Got to really get a permanent hobby.
3. Not gonna cut my hair! (..yet)
4. Keep my fitness after i ORD.
5. Get a life!
6. Kikies?
7. Find a job.
Thats all so far..the most major thing maybe the one on top. Its kinda of hard for me really..but its time the metal meets the meat. Its clear conscience now..trust me.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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