My NEW life..
OK..im bored..sitting at home here on the internet not knowing what to do liao. Tinking of going to Paya Lebar to the Yamaha workshop but felt it was too far. I have to meet Jihan at 6 to attend the meeting at PPIS. Got to either go early to miss the ERP or go by Lornie Rd-Bradell Rd. All this due to my defective IU. Seriously contemplating a new bike man but fell in love with this one liao..Haiz..Donkey donkey...
But at least i learnt a lot from the experience with Donkey..got problems lar but u learn y it happens and at the same time u learn how things operate on the bike itself. Tinking of getting a racing bike but i noe the speed demon inside me will be unleashed for sure! Thinking of waiting for 2A la..den maybe i get a Super 4 or a GSXR400..heheh..but got to consider first due to budget constraints. Furthermore i need to work..after i ORD. Why? I got monthly insurance to pay..transport and food to sustain. The thing is independence..(independence NEVER means cutting urself off ur family! U will need them somehow..someday..)..to rely on mostly urself to live. Not troubling others in ur pursuit of a fulfilling live. Furthermore..i got 3 trips on schedule the next 3 mth..
1) Taiwan..
**est budget ard SGD$500..**
2) Sarawak..
**est budget ard SGD$1000 (hopefully SGD$800..)**
3) Malaysia (with a whole clan of my family..)
**est budget SGD$500**
With this amount, considering only 2mth of NS allowance left on the bill and my routine sundry expenses.. im left with BARE SURVIVAL MINIMUM to stay jobless for 2mth!! That means..i can only afford to stay idle for 2mth afterwhich i have to either become a parasite or a part of the working force. Thats why im starting to flip thru the Calssified Ads..(Anyone got job lobang??)..
Anyway..i've been reading this book entitled "Highlighted in Yellow". It features a series of very-short stories and also quotes about this that makes us human..(not the ones that plunder the earth but those who really care..) Not bad..try searching it out in the library K..
And i did some thinking. Have i achieved what i set out for these 2yrs? Yup..for some but i also have some which i have not achieved. A victory is commended to a side which endeared and won by margins..the number of wins over loss or the number of goals scored over the number let in. But goals are counted by how many balls we really placd into the net not caring the outcome of the game, just perhaps..the beauty of the goal. I dunno how much of it u understand but this is what i understand..
Life can be measured by the goals we scored. The beauty of the moment..on how we lived our lives..how we became what we became and how we succumed to defeats..it is the scenery we pass thru in the trails of life. U go thru some gardens and u fall into mud. This is the goal part.
But how we end life..the outcome of the 'game'..is the actual results..did u achieve a resounding victory in which u scored 10 goals over nothing or was its marginal..or did u lose. I see it as how many goals 'scored' out of what u set out to achieve in life. The rules of the game being ur principles and ethics and the players..U.
This is the simple way to see the game but however there are more complexities involved..our lives are multi-faceted. My game has not ended..the time-target i set for the goals yet to be achieved, extended. Cos u may not know when ur goal will be scored..though u can plan how u want to score it and at which phase of the game to do it..
I remember what Chin Pui See* told me..How she set short term goals in her life. Playing it the simple basic way and be damn committed to it. Focusing a little at a time like how when a sun's ray..focused thru a magnifying glass can create heat so abundant that it will cause a fire. Life is simple..its just the way u see it and how u handle the complexities. Its how u wanna end the game. This is my philosophy..in the end..my jigsaw pieces will find their places.
*Chin Pui See is now a financial adviser and at the age of 22..owns a car with her own hard work, has a diploma and now studying for a degree.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
But at least i learnt a lot from the experience with Donkey..got problems lar but u learn y it happens and at the same time u learn how things operate on the bike itself. Tinking of getting a racing bike but i noe the speed demon inside me will be unleashed for sure! Thinking of waiting for 2A la..den maybe i get a Super 4 or a GSXR400..heheh..but got to consider first due to budget constraints. Furthermore i need to work..after i ORD. Why? I got monthly insurance to pay..transport and food to sustain. The thing is independence..(independence NEVER means cutting urself off ur family! U will need them somehow..someday..)..to rely on mostly urself to live. Not troubling others in ur pursuit of a fulfilling live. Furthermore..i got 3 trips on schedule the next 3 mth..
1) Taiwan..
**est budget ard SGD$500..**
2) Sarawak..
**est budget ard SGD$1000 (hopefully SGD$800..)**
3) Malaysia (with a whole clan of my family..)
**est budget SGD$500**
With this amount, considering only 2mth of NS allowance left on the bill and my routine sundry expenses.. im left with BARE SURVIVAL MINIMUM to stay jobless for 2mth!! That means..i can only afford to stay idle for 2mth afterwhich i have to either become a parasite or a part of the working force. Thats why im starting to flip thru the Calssified Ads..(Anyone got job lobang??)..
Anyway..i've been reading this book entitled "Highlighted in Yellow". It features a series of very-short stories and also quotes about this that makes us human..(not the ones that plunder the earth but those who really care..) Not bad..try searching it out in the library K..
And i did some thinking. Have i achieved what i set out for these 2yrs? Yup..for some but i also have some which i have not achieved. A victory is commended to a side which endeared and won by margins..the number of wins over loss or the number of goals scored over the number let in. But goals are counted by how many balls we really placd into the net not caring the outcome of the game, just perhaps..the beauty of the goal. I dunno how much of it u understand but this is what i understand..
Life can be measured by the goals we scored. The beauty of the moment..on how we lived our lives..how we became what we became and how we succumed to defeats..it is the scenery we pass thru in the trails of life. U go thru some gardens and u fall into mud. This is the goal part.
But how we end life..the outcome of the 'game'..is the actual results..did u achieve a resounding victory in which u scored 10 goals over nothing or was its marginal..or did u lose. I see it as how many goals 'scored' out of what u set out to achieve in life. The rules of the game being ur principles and ethics and the players..U.
This is the simple way to see the game but however there are more complexities involved..our lives are multi-faceted. My game has not ended..the time-target i set for the goals yet to be achieved, extended. Cos u may not know when ur goal will be scored..though u can plan how u want to score it and at which phase of the game to do it..
I remember what Chin Pui See* told me..How she set short term goals in her life. Playing it the simple basic way and be damn committed to it. Focusing a little at a time like how when a sun's ray..focused thru a magnifying glass can create heat so abundant that it will cause a fire. Life is simple..its just the way u see it and how u handle the complexities. Its how u wanna end the game. This is my philosophy..in the end..my jigsaw pieces will find their places.
*Chin Pui See is now a financial adviser and at the age of 22..owns a car with her own hard work, has a diploma and now studying for a degree.
May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...
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