A bid to keep to my 2010 new year's resolutions...

Once..i had to be strong and say "No". but this stand made me guilty the whole day. I had to achieve something.. to be more precise, lose something.

There is always a dilemma of wanting to please people and sticking to your own principals. I have always believed that one should stick hard to his principals, never wavering. But there is always a chink in armours, even that of spartans. That there is a room in your heart..for the ones you really love.

In that, i apologise that i had to maintain my stance today nek. She meant well cos she loved me too. But her believe and my are different in some ways. So, i simply cannot, even though my heart told me to be softer. my head told me no..cos i had to achieve this goal. Or at least try.. i know i can..even though the devil at my ears or at the ears of people around me tell me i can never...they tell me not to waste my time. Yet i know i can..i believe i will.

Im sorry nek.


May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

"Once broadened, the mind cannot retain it's original confines."

I got this from the DXO advertisements on buses. It has always been my belief that once you will always grow by learning. Once a new knowledge is learnt, you grow. You forget how not to know.
Think back..how you learnt mathematical concepts, how you learnt grammer...or how you learnt to cycle. Now, can you remember how not to cycle?? (If you know how to..)

My beloved girlfriend, Kamilah anak pak Mardi, learnt how to cycle on tuesday in half an hour! Well, she was forced to...cos that day, i am bent on teaching her to cycle!! Kamie doesn't know how to cycle..so do her siblings i heard. So we went to sentosa, since we have the islanders' card..paid $5 for an hour of bike rental..and within this 1 hour, she was able to ride comfortably!

It was simple..i am not shy to say that the teaching method was not my own. Well, nothing you know is of your own. By learning, inspiration or wahyu...nothing belongs to you. This teaching method, i chanced upon it in a newspaper section nearly 10 years ago and i knew it will be useful someday...This guy said that learning the bike doesnt mean that you need to fall.

Kamie is afraid of falling.. so step 1; learn balance and braking. step; learn to peddle. step3; learn to control handles. Voila!

I am so proud of my smart minah...

Im sure she is so excited now that she'll be asking me and people to go parks to cycle now!

Next up...is for me to learn blading!! YESSSSAH!!



May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

That has been the theme for this sem...
Yep.."slogging away"..

it has not been all that bad, nor all that rosy.
outings with the Khalawats..
outings with the AUG Emo ppl..
outings with the mama..
outings with the silat ppl..

its been quite a solitary life if not..
travelling here and there...
taking jogs and knowing my area better...
seeing things from different perspectives..
or even discovering new things...

"When was the last time you did something for the first time?"

I saw this quote on tv mobile..
It was Emirates newest slogan..

at times i wonder whether its worth it to stay at a hobby long enough..
this said, relationship building is not considered my hobby..
its just something life has..
but more of hobbies like life pursuits..
activities...

I went back to CTNP..
Keh Wee was saying that why isit i cant stay still long?
always roaming around trying bits here and there..

I think..
I lose interest easily in activities.
I can never have something that i call my true hobby..

I used to like soccer in primary sch..
and science..
Den i hated soccer because of the mats in sec sch..
and i was into npcc..i loved art then..
In JC..i was into slacking..
i like econs..
In army..i loved to run.
Now..i dunno what activities i love..
i just do it cause i hate not being good at it..

That said..
I try not to hate..
Though at times...certain things do irk me..
Like kamie said..Being indifferent is worse than hate.
I think so too..

Sometimes...
ppl just have to know when to shut their pinehole.


May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Sempena NUS Silat IVP 07..i dedicate a song to all pesilat NUS....

jika kau fikirkan kau boleh
kau hampir boleh melakukan
jika kau fikirkan ragu-ragu
usahamu tidak menentu....

percaya apa kau lakukan
tabah apa kau usahakan
bertindak atas kemampuan
fikirkan boleh....

engkau lah apa kau fikirkan
terkandung dalam pemikiran
berfikir boleh melakukan
kau boleh.....

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...