A bid to keep to my 2010 new year's resolutions...

Today i came back to camp..BURNT MY OFF DAY!!

Ishk ishk ishk...supopsed to meet CO at 1000hr..we all got ready. I came to camp at around 0800hr..rilek rilek..tukar baju..den at 0930hr..Yeazid called. He said the S1 branch (usually deals with manpower admin) clerk called to say the meeting will be postponed till ard 1830hr.. My reaction was HUH?!?! Made me come soo early for wad sia??! Sheesh...so i went out o link up with Yeazid to have breakfast at CCK macD.. Its quite some time that we can do this during work hours...ever since slack days in NDP!!

Hahah..anyway..then we went back to my house to take vcd HOSTAGE starring Bruce Willis. At first Yeazid waited downstairs..after a while..he called. Cakap nak berak..so used my toilet la..my mum was at home aniwae. Got back to camp after that and watched the vcd. Yeazid was so happy that i repaired my bike electrics..he kept sounding the horn!! Ppl must have thot we were crazy!..Vcd..only watched disc 1..cos need to go for Friday prayers.

After prayers..i went to visit my nek pat NUH..she just completed her heart operation not long before i came and was still groggy wif anaesthesia..kesian. I looked at all the bruises on her arms from the needle piercings..she looked so pitiful.. Her hands swelled due to all the piercings. Den she showed me the part where they pierced to operate her heart..eeeeSH.. The funny thing was..we all thot her op would be in the afternoon but when i came ard 1400hr..she wasnt on her bed. The neighbouring granny recognised me cos i always came and told me they shifted her to another place further down the ward. I went down to see..she was placed in the ward..some cardiac thingy place so they can observe her closely at all times. It was air conditioned and my granny cant take cold but wat to do..they need to observe her. But anyway..she was real flushed out from the op so i left after a while to let her sleep.

On the way out..her ex-bed neighbouring grannies called me as i walked past their ward and asked me regarding my nek.. They seemd very concerned..thing its all the bonding due to the times they spent in the same ward...i can imagine how boring it is when u cant even walk around. So dey tok tok..u noe la grannies..tok abt grndchildren..cooking..lifestyle..

After that i called Najee..ngah makan budak tu! So takpe la..den i went back camp..wait for CO till late! Supposed to meet Ron, kotek, Darren and Mat but gotto buih them la..SORRI guys. But now i got my cer liao!! Certified Lieutanent of the Singapore Armed forces..Hehe..ORD gift la..READY for OPS BATTERY PENUH!!

K la..me hogging the comp. On the MSN wif my adek sdra si Rasyid and Fazli..as well as Lynna and Fyque.

K..waiting for OPS B.P...

AUUWAH!



May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Practically the 3rd last day in camp today..5weeks before i officially ORD. Before that..i'll be clearing leave ALL THE WAY! Hahaha...

Aniway i m writing this whilst on duty..SLACKER! HahA..Quite sleepy sia..didnt quite sleep just now cause came back from NUH at ard 0500hrs..gedebak gedebuk till near 0600hr..Lie down. DEENNN..Nasib baik Ain kejut!! Haha..kalo tak..cofirm tak bangun to go to work and take over duty from Yiping! HEHE..That was around 0730hrs liao!! Woke up hastily..bathe and all till ard 0745hr..got ready and ciao out ard 0800hr..not really hasty cos i'd call back camp telling the duty clerk that i'll be late by half an hour most. Luckily my camp is preetty near my house..if not how sia!?

Take over duty at near 0900hr..rilek only most of the time. Eat breakfast and all..

Anyway..Jefferey kena warded yesterday aso at ard 1900hr pat at the same level as my nek. But he is at a few rooms away..HEAT EXHAUSTION la..tat boy..tot he is fit..but hah..anything can happen to anyone. daniel went to visit him today anyway..so i asked him to buy some stuffs as gift to my granny on my behalf. Hope she brighten up!! I wanted to go but something always comes up..like "Sir, can clear mortar garage? Sir..can clear comms store?" AAHHH!! Leceh ahh..but aniway this will be my last duty ever!!!

K la...got to carry on wif my job..

AUUWAH!!




May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Just came back from my granny's place..

Hmm..just a thot. I think i communicate better wif ppl when im not in the same place with them animore. Lets say we were from the same school once..like Syafiq, Red..in sec sch..it was only in JC when we all really got together closer. And those JC mates after i got retained. Some of them i never even spoke to during school..some are people i see but never really got to know..(even tho we speak) and others..u never really kept in contact.

I never really let myself be exposed to others..some sort of defense mechanism it seems and one bad thing came out of it. I never really got to know a lot of ppl and for those i know..i never really got to know them close enough. Hmm...to say i dun bother is not correct. Shy can be a better answer. Its been like that so far..the closer i get to a person..the lesser i can speak cause actions get in the way. I think..my actions speak up for me but now i realise that verbal communication is very important. Its a natural bridge to the other party..one thats lets the other party know you care..faster it seems. But haha..im still green on this..still trying it out at home and until im successful..i will not be satisfied!

1. I need to talk more at home with my family.
2. Talk less outside!

Aniway..one my status of looking for a job. Hanafiah just called me saying he may have a job for me..i suspect is like those marketing thingy. Hope not la..tried it before..not really my type. Jus hope its something i can really learn from. My akak also might have lobangs for tuition. But im quite interested in the zoo thingy. Might jus give all these a shot! Haha..

K K..

Aniwae..now my donkey is 70% alright..electrical-wise, im jus left with my rear brake lights..and go change my brake-pads..also my IU..shiit..money money money..

Naj..good luck in whatever BIG thing u r doing. I'm sure to hear of great news from u..tink i can guess what u r into but since u r gonna tell me after u do it..i'll wait. Haha..as i always do..Praying for ya so do it great! Im always there Najee....

The rest..AUUWAH!

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

My new look bloggie...

To signify the laid back approach to my life..
Lay back..wif a cup of tea..AAAAH.

I was nearly assigned a last big arrow before i ORD, but luckily my OC was kind enuf to see that the amount of leaves and offs i had in hand was more than the amount of working days i have in my NSF life...so i only had to guide Daniel now..he will be the conducting for the coy combat shoot. But i hope i can participate and get the marksmanship award..at least i get 200bux before i ORD and i get to don an extra badge ha!!

Aniwae..im starting to clear my leaves from next week onwards..
Got 23days..including roughly 8days of off..
so..practically im gone!! Jus need to help out wif combat shoot on the 5th of May and also complete re-decorating the coy JRC. Hmm..

Jus now i aso wen down to see CTSS Speech Day. The NPCC guys are marching..my old kiddies came down too..Purple, Nana, Diana..Jianxiang and Wendi also came down..grreat to see them all! Haha..but Beng couldnt come. The guys did orryt..the drum beat was alryt..except for the last part where he got a teenie bit fast for the parade guys. But no major cock up lar. Kinda fun feeling to tok to the kiddies..Diana got corrupted with pickup lines!! Maybe i can try some of them..;-p They exclaimed at my poor love life!! HAHA..i was single ever since i taught them in 2000 till now and they think its unusual..they said..either im lousy, weak or wierd. Anyway..i told them my reason for remaining single..one..im a mama's boy, two..cant commit and three..the ONE not here yet. HEHE..its alryt to be single u noe!! CORRECT?!

Tinking of getting powerboat license soon..before my money gets flushed away..need to find a job and also find out WHY MY DONKEY IS ALWAYS GETTING SPOILED!!!! I just spent 190bux changing the rectifier and battery and now its having the same problem again!! IS it the rain?!! Haiz..anyway..i told myself..if it spoil again..i'll find a new bike..guess i've to start. Haiz..money again..bad investment ha.

Tomorrow actually Daniel ask me to follow him for recce. Dun feel like coming down leh..sian la..trying to get them independent off me for range ASAP. Aniwae, there will be another one this year..(must take twice)..so that time..they will have to do it themselves already. If need to learn, the time is now. Faiz virtually has nothing to do liao..jus Saikang..SAjin already behaves like he is ORDing soon..Yeazid and Haizu already starting to LOBO..ORD LOH!!

OKla..dats all folks.

To those that are reading this..if i find my hobby..im dedicating this blog to it..at least u wun be bored. But i've yet to discover one. Pray..

I need a job too..any ideas? Naj..can i ask u..how do i do a resume? Got any references?

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Huan Yin Guang Lin Sin Chia Po!!!

At last..I M BACK in my homeland..the soil where i was born upon..WOHOO! Kind of getting tired of life in Taiwan liao..boring la siul..the only thing that can maybe make me stay there would be the cute kikies. My GAWD..the kikkies..(aka Cats) are soo cute and hairy. Looked like little tigers..Made me wanna adopt kittens but i think my family wouldnt like it. It would be quite troublesome too.. cat smell..urine and poo. At least when i took care of my 2 kikies in camp..the camp was like:

01. Not my premise.
02. Dirty a bit nevermind..cement mah! Wash up can liao..
03. The kikies are free to roam around..evening time just call out for them. Trained kikies!

Its now 0614hrs and im still not asleep yet..going to Yishun to surprise my mummy later! She doesnt know im back yet. Only Najee and my daddy since Naj smsed and my daddy woke up. Waiting for my clothes to completely be washed so i can hang it up to dry.

But haiz..gotto go back camp on Wed..so fast..but gonna ORD lor! So its ok...only a bit left. Me aso in Taiwan tinking wad i can do to occupy my free times. Tinking of picing up a full time hobby that i can make as a part time career. Tinking of aso doin a few stuffs..achieving a few stuffs as i start back life as a civilian and eventually as a student..and subsequently as an adult. A lot on my mind in Taiwan. Aso tinking wat i had tried to do these 5years..whether is it fruitful anot..but i decide to take the back seat now thats for sure. No 'MIND'..

Im setting out to live my DREAMS..but can i? I showed potential in many periods of my life..sure i can do it again. As far as i know..the environment is important for me. I know i cannot live with backstabbing and too much politics..(like Army). I like environment where everyone fights and lives for each other like during training days (BMT and OCS)..like when i feel im part of something..i am something that makes a thing.. not just a spec in the wind or a bubble in the sea where no one cares, noes or even bother of my existence. I realise some strengths in me..but i noe to harness it..i need to feel important. History showed that the more task i undertake..the better i perform. But the environment is the most important factor...the people around u and the job u do.

What ive decided:

1. Naj.. im taking a back seat. No thots..clear mind / conscience.
2. Got to really get a permanent hobby.
3. Not gonna cut my hair! (..yet)
4. Keep my fitness after i ORD.
5. Get a life!
6. Kikies?
7. Find a job.

Thats all so far..the most major thing maybe the one on top. Its kinda of hard for me really..but its time the metal meets the meat. Its clear conscience now..trust me.



May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

ITs my 12th day in Taiwan.

The weather is starting to turn cold again..Today im having flu..tink its becos Faiz poured colonge on me. I cant stand the smell of perfume..it gets to my head and makes me nauseous!! Except for those light natural smelling ones la..

Just got back from nites off at Kenting too..its like a beach town..mainly for tourists..selling beach/ surfwear and ornamental stuffs. Found myself a ring made of pure lead (The woman said so..) to replace that ring i lost 3years ago made of wood..Tinking of carving a 'vzoj' on it..

Got to call my nenek and home too..but mumsy's not at home. Tricked my adik into tinking was some stranger on the phone!! haHAHA..PUnKED!!

Will be coming back real soon..by Sunday. Heard the Pope died..condolences to the ones who loved him.

Its real cold here and my nose is leaking..i dun really trust SAF doctors..not around most of the time. Went Medical ctr in the morning..those medic boys told me to come after lunch..i came no one..later i went at 2300hr..still no one..Haiz..

Okla..got 6min left on my comp..

Take care all..

And Naj..i found ur good fren over the net..si Faeza.

Chiao chinchiao..ChenDol OUT!

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Ok..its my 5th day in Taiwan and the weather is not that cold anymore..but the bad news is..its starting to rain! Its started raining last nite but i of course did not notice it..JUst enjoY the rain maah..cooling! Hehehe...

1 Guards are beginning the mission later tonite..they are now going through all the battle procedures/ prep and i have started to do work at last! Hmm..no more good sleep liao. Going to be outfield for 4 days and perhaps 4 nites? Dunno lah..but latest..will b back in camp by the 11th..day or nyt who noes..Then we can prep for R & R! Hooohoooo!

Li Yuan..if u r free to read this..how's The Land of Mats man?! The Cina land is good..im starting to love eating the Pearl Rice thingy the taiwanese eat and hmm..when u make it into fried rice or chicken rice and even nasi lemak..WAH KAO!!!! Heavenly man! Hehehe..but i only had to settle for nyt snacks of breads..the others i afraid not reaLLy Halal la..but i tink im starting to slim down liao..now slim n fit! Got gym mah.

For my family.. how have u been? Kirim salam pat all..Cik Busu smsed to gather at Yishun on 16th-17th. I insyaAllah should be there on the 17th cos i'll be back by den 0200hrs. Maybe go home, put down my bags and go there straight? InsyaAllah.. Hows everyone n Aisyah..DID U MESS UP MY ROOM??! Hows mumsy and abah, n nenek too?! Ain..when's Atuk's birthday? If im not wrong its yesterday rite? hmm..i noe its in April..

CTNPCC..if any of u r reading this..guess Speech Day is coming soon..do well ya..

Najee.. hmm..


May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Aloha...

At this point of time u are reading this..will be my third day in Taiwan. Its 0730hrs in the morning and im the first one up amongst my bunk mates. Hahaha..its quite slack actually! We will only start off activities ard Wednesday, 06 APR 04..which we will begin our evaluator training and subsequently evaluate the 1GUARDS Bn the next 4 days. So for these 3 days..what my friends and i have been doing is just sleep during the morning time..eat during the noon time..slack and talk cock in the afternoon time, exercise and trin during the nite time an after that play sports till the time we bathe (ard 12 midnite wif warm heated showers!!) OOH Yeaah! But weather here so far has been quite windy and chilly..dunno how low the temperature has been but luckily it is not as cold as the time we came here for our OCS training..that was near winter!

But it feels fun anyway..where in Singapore can u run around with a sweater on?! Where in Singapore can u run around and not sweat at all man? Hahaha...i run like mad but still not break a sweat playing basketball. But i think i made a mistake not cutting my hair befor i came here..think my hair is uncombable! Everytime i comb (for me..its called 'arrange' it neatly..) and i step out of the building..it will POOF up! and my hair will be a mess..up like the Frankenstein. Well, anyway ..its the ORD mood i think! Hahaha..rebellion is striking in..

Well..my aims here is not to get fatter anyway..even in the cold weather..(got natural tendency to fatten up to heat ourselves mah?!)..at least to lose 3kg..(my BMI is overweight?!!)..and also to go on a shopping spree..(but then i heard we are only going to have a 2 day R and R at Kaohsiong..there got not much things sia!! Tot can go Taipei mah..there like Orchard Rd..hmmph.

Hmm..At least now i feel blessed to be away from my OC! OPS BACINET already 'cabut' from him..now for another 2 more weeks plus! Hahaha..This guy is annoying man..even Faiz is annoyed. (He picks on Faiz all the time that poor guy..at least, this time away from the OC is sort of a holiday for us!)

Anyway..for those who will miss me like my family..(Hmm..do u?) I noe my aik is slogging on to the laptop now that no one is controllong her access!! "U better clean up my room Aisyah!!" Hahaha..thats the price to pay for sleeping in my room..ad anyway..u sleep in my room 93.2% of these 2 years mah! For Ain..please visit nenek for me and take care of her since i wun be there everyweek for these 2 weeks..cant depend on Aisyah mah! ;-P That bookworm is either at home reading books, eating or at the computer!! For the cookies inside the tupperware at the bread area..try it..(the ones with white choc fudge)..POWER man! I got that from the US Navy ANEX store. Dun tink u can find that in Singapore.

Aniwae, exactly today, i am a 2 year soldier and a 1 year officer liao.. Time has passed so fast..(now i can say that..but during tough training..it snaile past sooo slowly)..i remember the days where i felt like.."when am i going back to school?".. or "Wah kao..when going to ORD?" But now i can even say..ORD loh..and i am the 'very few' in my Battalion that can say that, especially in the midst of ATEC. But u ow what? If i cn fight ATEC.. i will;) Tink..thatis what i wanted at first when i just commisssioned but till i got that NDP job and subsequently became 2IC..sort of sucks lah the environment..but then..dun ever blame fate as i could have taken it to hand..yet i laid back! SLACK!! 1mth plus to ORD lor! When Kang Li and Xiong Kun relate to me their lives at 1Guards an exclaimed how i especially would have enjoyed the sadistic training life..i could not help but think what have became of me now. Its not what i've been uring training. Naah..no point regretting when im going to ORD aniwae..just repent during school days lah!!

For the rest..hmm..got really nothing much to say but then, Take Care! YEAH..u can start penning in lunch and movies outing with my secretary ya! Im going to be free when i start clearing my leave at end April onwards! My testimonial column also has room for more..:-P And ya..sms me when the results are out kays? I noe its good news..

Ciao ppl..u can still sms me as i am on autoroam! Be back..insyaAllah by the 17th.

Ciao CHIN CHAO...chendol OUT! Take care...

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May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...