A bid to keep to my 2010 new year's resolutions...

"Friends forgive when others could'nt,

Friends understand when others don't...

Though times even the best of friends fight,

Friends stick together strong and tight."

 

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Somehow everything feels different now. Its as if...Naaah..

I hadnt slept. Was engrossed doing up the blog for persuratan and the next thing i know, POOOF!! i dun need the lights anymore cos its day break. Rabakk Zola! Well, the blog didnt really turn out the way i imagined it too..i just cant seem to get it right. Something...a crucial element is missing. But thats the way with art...u toil for days and weeks and in the end..you come up with a superb design totally different from what u started it out to be..im starting to miss doing art. Hahaha...i recall those days staying in school late to finish my O'level arts project. People thought i was crazy cos all our projects were paper-cutting themed and it's easier if u plan it such that ur holes are big..easier to cut, less tedious..waste lesser time and of course..simple. I shiok sendiri...my theme was scales..my whole A0 sized paper was to be cut with tiny whole..abit smaller than those u get from the puncher, various shapes and my plan was...u should not be able to make out the picture if you look near. You have to put my project far from you and observe...only then can you see the iguana, chameleon, tortoise, crocs, fishes, lizards, dragonflies and anything with scales..colour combi-wise..its played with tones.

The first time my teacher heard my plan and saw my rough proposal (basically a drawing on A4 paper) He asked me.."siow boh?? you can tahan anot? this one no joke u noe.." He talks like that..my NPCC OC last time..damn ah-beng but wear very stylish come school. [Eh..apasal aku pon dah terikut cakap mcm ah beng??] And dats it..that year was the highest honour i had as a student..top student in Art. Hahaha...pathetic! I was never good in academics, more of hands on..got some prize in Design and Tech also in sec 2...hahaha..Bodoh.

Talking about NPCC, chatted with Caron and Haris on msn 2 days ago. Caron was thinking of opening an NPCC sea unit. Of course, me and Haris as bros would help in anyway we can...Hahaha.. I miss NPCC culture actually. My batch only la..Haris, Beng, Caron, Sufyan, Xisheng, the other CIs, the non CIs..hmmm.. This is a pic of Haris, Caron and me last year when we we shooting a short film. Hahaha...it was quite a success at the screening. Unique ey..haha..

I also just attended my first NUS silat session yesterday. STEMEK tak? Hahaha..Haiz..i cant do anything about it yet. I have just got to be patient and wait for the tuitions to finish. Silat training is fun..siaper yg taknak attend sey. And yesterday was really fun. Hahaha..we were preparing for CMAD and traing turned out to be a host of comedy sessions. It was also welcome tea yesterday. OKlah.. But it just feels different now..different. I dun think i can help it. But im trying..

Hmm...gonna meet Nurse later for our long awaited shopping spree! Wahaha..setelah sekian lama pokai, skarang at last i can go get my stuffs! OK ok...

I shall spare u all mushiness today. But this is just a warning from me and kamie..
"Our honeymoon period shall never end..not 2 days, not 2 months..not even 2 lifetimes!!" Wahaha...stemek ke tak stemek aku tak kisah...yg aku tahu..Fazli suker bontot sebab dier asyik nak lagik jek.

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

KAMIE ROCKS MY WORLD!! -kamie pretending to be me

Yep yep...that was typed in by the most beautifully endearing matair in the world wide universe..I dont say the word ROCKS aniwae...I RULEZ understands? -vZOj

ok then. so it's..
KAMIE RULES MY WORLD!!!

muahahahahaaa. -cute grin-

That was STILL Kamie pretending to be me! ishk3...what can i say?I just love this creature He bestowed upon me. Haiz...what to do.. u just got to appreciate the things he throws at u.. MUAHAHAHAHAAAAA...

OK ok..

I just finished marking the maths paper for my primary 4 kids and i am seriously worried. I dunno whether this test is a true estimate of the level of understanding but like the Rules of the Sea state,

...in event of a possible collision, always assume the worst and take necessary actions.

So I AM going to make them go thru regimental sessions to get them at least to pass the mathematics and for one of them..to score full marks,which i believe he can.

Its frustrating to know your weaknesses and having it slapped onto your face again and again in situations of the same settings. A weakness you know you want to overcome but at the same time..not willing to. It seems..that your strength is also often your weakness. Like Kamie said..maybe its because i (and we) am too patient that our threshold level before we decide to take control is high. To others, it seems that we cant control situations but to us...we can still tolerate it and its under control... But then, is it? Patience is virtue i believe and can it also lead to my downfall? Hmmmmm....

All i know is...this has affected me and it will inevitably change the person i am.

And luvs..my stomach is rumbling cos i am fasting..for some reasons.

I luv u..

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after... Let us not be passive in our lives. Grant us the courage and ability to take control of our lives..be active in playing a part to be great Muslims..help those in dire need and make the world, the responsibility u entrusted to us...a better place.

It's always good like i said in my previous entry, to stop and unclog your mind from things that urmmm...CLOG it!

I think i shall declare Friday night unclog nites.

"The vZOj shall henceforth declare Friday nights UNCLOG nites where all Faizolians shall relax and reflect. By the glory of God shall they be fresher and better people the next days right till the following UNCLOG nite. Amin.."

OK...but for 2 Friday nights, i have indulged myself in midnight movie screenings. It was Lord of the Rings - Return of the King one or two weeks ago and yesterday..it was October Sky.

The Return of the King reminded me of the courage and perserverance man needs to overcome the things that oppresses you, things that you have to overcome for the sheer need of it. It reminds me of the strengths human possess in character.

October Sky, if you didnt know..is a movie based on a true story of a NASA engineer. How he overcame social pressures to live his dream of launching a rocket for America into the sky. It simply shows the grit and determination of a student, who had a dream, a strong dream to one day launch a rocket into the sky..breaking out of the circle that all men in his mining hometown either passes out from school to work in a mining company "or the few lucky ones who get football scholarships to play football." (quoted from the movie said by the principal himself.)

So, school, becomes a place i feared it would turn out to be in Singapore... where it is just a place for students to pass time, learn the basic mathematics and geography and all..without a purpose attached to it, passed off as 'education'. The form teacher of the main character in the story is a role model for all teachers. She finally saw a pupil who has a dream and is really working towards achieving it. She gave her fullest support, shielding him from the principal..getting him books he needs and encouraging him on when others are smirking and 'sindir-ing' him and his friends (thats why i hate sindirs..in all forms but you won't notice it cos i would just smile..)

As a real student of knowledge, he learnt everything he needed to know about rockets. He befriended a science geek which everyone avoided cos that geek is really geeky and weird but also really nice person. He learnt advanced mathematics and maths was a subject which he hated and never understood. Suddenly, there was light. Everything had a meaning and a purpose. Chemistry lessons was used to test more propellent fuel and they made use of chemistry they learnt to test and research on burning. They sought to learn engineering works from uncles at workshops, learning about mettalurgy and combustion at the same time as well as welding and drilling techniques. When they needed money to import expensive stuffs, they worked and toiled to obtain money. This part is funny!

And of course, this wouldnt be and inspirational movie if there wasnt any setbacks. Just find this show and watch it..maybe it will give a new meaning to your life as much as it has refreshed mine.

Anyway..yep, about cynicism and sindirs plus all forms of putting other people down. Yes, i agree if there wasnt all these things, people might not be spurred on to prove other people wrong but then if you are concious of it. I appeal to all..keep encouraging people and do things with love and kindness. I am sure the rasullullah didnt sindir people or put people down cos then, he wouldnt be a person of great character. I feel sad when people are trying their best at something only to be put down by others. For example, addicts or ex-convicts trying their best to integrate themselves again into society..but when they try.. these are the usual things hurled at them.. "Alah, leopards never changes its spot la!".. or even the usual "Waaaah..dah insaf sey dier tu! Tengok nanti, one week later mesti jadik setan balik!" How often do you see or hear of these situations especially in the local community.

Malays have been well known for being 'pedas at sindir' or very apt in cynicism.. but as muslims, muslims are supposed to be people of great character. The world needs more love, especially at these times where war is waged in countries already suffering.

I appeal to you..LOVE and be kind.

Mama...lets be role-model lovers..?

Aching bodies...
Dented ambitions...
Soaring desires...
What abt determination?
Where are u passion?

When there are too many things on your mind. Stop. Take a moment to think on what your main priority or objective is at that moment in time. Relax your mind. Focus and go for it.

There are times in life when you have too many things bogging you down. When things don't go your way and worse..it seems like everything is stacked against you. Thats what you'll get if you allow to many stray hairs clog up the drainpipe...it gets choked and the water won't drain properly. All the foam from your shower and shampoo will just...get stuck. Dirt will get stuck along with it too...

U get the picture...

Yeah...so take a breather. Relax. One step back can get you two step forwards they say but im not even advising you to step back. Im saying STOP..feel the breeze and unclog ur mind.

Dah...i love you Mama...thanx for being with me through it all.

I love it when u smile..especially when you laugh. Also...ur cute suprises out of nowhere! Im sorry my surprise backfired cos u came back too early! Buat malu jek get caught in action..Hahaha...dah la!

My flu is getting better..the pleghm blocking my windpipe is clearing off and I AM NOT SICK la girlfriend!! *acts macho*

UPDATE!! The guava tree at the backyard had borne the biggest guava ever in its history! My nenek alerted me this morning, asking me to see whether was it the guava or the leaves had turned yellow. (We wrapped the fruit up in a clear plastic bag so the birds or bats won't peck on it..) So i climbed up and took a clearer look..YESSAH!! "NEK!! buah jambu ni dah masak!"..my grandma told me to pluck it out and it was difficult to remove the plastic covering from the fruit cos the fruit grew quite big. That was the first of the more than 20 guavas that grew in a sudden spurt these few months to ripen...and we expect the rest to ripen very very soon. Everytime i climb the tree..(A guava tree is solid! The branches are even more solid than that of a mango tree..) I see newer guava fruits growing..some are too far out of reach..so me and my nek sedekah those to the animals. At long last..the tree starts bearing fruits...auspicious sign eh?

Now..when can i start on my orchid-flower bed project??

And i started school yesterday. School term kickstart with my first lecture of the sem, gek1010, property management. Hahaha..im still stubborn to my stand that i m NOT going to take modules just because they are easy to score, or that it is cheap, or because my friends are taking it. As per last year, these modules are part of the big goal..the big dream..and each module will play its part. I will not mug too!! Hahhaa..but saying all these..im still aiming for my 1st class honours.. so i wun screw it all up.

Being in a relationship changes NOTHING. I pray..being good in my relationships makes me a better person overall. It really gives u greater motivation and clearer vision of the future. So i dun see this relationship causing me to crumble in my academics. Insyallah..

Now that i have passed my powerboat license, im just left with a license for the air. I want to be a pilot! I dun care about what u all think..i know im short but i qualify for the height requirements anyway..hahaha.. I dunno, these dreams are but passing clouds..i dun really know what i want to become after i graduate but i know i want to be rich and wealthy, peaceful, happy, secure, healthy and really comfortable. Remember the time i wanted to be a jockey?? Wahahaa...what happened to that dream? Well..the weight requirement is too drastic for me to achieve. I need to be abt 50kg! Giler...nak kena potong kaki seh to achieve that weight!!

Pannsssss...Still seriously thinking what i wanna do in the future..hehehe..

I'm hungry..

Right now, i'm sitting in lecture with my love, her ec2101 lecture. Its the same lecturer. Dr Lim.. Hahaha....she thinks the lecture is too dry and she's sleepy! Wahaha..apadah amoy!

Tini called me last night and told me that San's mom called her. She talked about how i shouldnt be flying too high now, highlighting that honeymoons dun last. After a while, relationships will fade.. Well.. i told her. "Dun u think i know about that?" Yes, honeymoons MIGHT not last..but as long as we feel it..JUST carry on flying. Fly high all you want..not thinking it might end. Aim for boudlessless..as long as ur not halted..dun stop. Both of us know this..my matair and me, we know that things are not certain in future. We dunno how long our honeymoon period will last. People say its between 1-3months.. OUR aim?

Till natural death do us part and God separates us.. As far as we know and we can help it..we will strive to keep the excitement in our love life..put in effort to be stronger and closer together. I luv u sayang..**Ahemz!!

Ok ok...im damn hungry.

Hahaha...i have already planned and set up a few intellectual dates between us till September..

I want to fly...fly fast..fly high..with u..

Its been a great week...

It was my birthday last friday and i spent the day at the hospital with my dad..waiting...waaaaiiiting...we reached Tan Tock Seng at 3..and we left at nearly 7!! All for a medical checkup! Lama giler sak...most of the time..we wait for 40mins..x-ray only took 5mins..but waiting for x-ray took 30mins plus! Den had to wait for the doctor..that's worse!! Nearly an hour of wait..all to meet that doc for less than 10mins!! 5 maybe...damn...den go remove stitches..and wait for medicine..blargh!! But all went well...doc said my dad's bones were recovering well.. He will have to continue wearing the sling for another month afterwhich the bone should be healed enough to support the weight of his shoulder. He hasnt been smoking for 2 weeks or more also..so thats always good!

After that its my date..the long awaited date with my Nurse. Details are TOP SECRET!! Haha..but it wasnt big and dandy...just unique and special. What's important is every moment makes us stronger and closer together... Gwa Ai Lu lar Amoy!

Anyway...have i ever told you how we would play different roles sometimes..? Sometimes i would be an Ah Pek and she, an Amoy..and we talk like pelat cina..
Sometimes i would be a scandalous lover and she, a cheating girlfriend..
Sometimes a mother..and i a dad..
Sometimes..strangers..
Other times, star-crossed lovers..
Most of the time..honey-mooning couples..

I love our interesting love live..i couldnt imagine life without her now.. Hmm..i could actually but as she said..

"I wouldnt lie to say i couldnt live without u..but i wouldnt want to live without you.." -Nur

ahhh...

Then, the next day..i had my powerboat practical handling test after tuition which i had to rush down cos i end tuition at 1pm..and the test starts at 1.30pm!! Luckily Ain brought the car to tuition..so i borrowed it for awhile..confident i would return it to her by 5pm and she wouldnt even feel that the car was gone for a moment! So i raced down...managed to reach at 1.20pm...i was last to arrive.

Test went ok..i was blardy nervous. My hands shivered! Hahaha...the tester seemed very meticuluos. He asked a lot of question while we were driving, which we didnt expect!! All went well..my rescue, he said, i could have done it more anxiously! I looked and behaved too relaxed for a rescue situation he said! Hahaha..but that's the way i am sir!! The one that i feared..l, was berthing..(which means parking maybe)..which i had to take a second attempt cos my first attempt was too far out from the berthing point. So, thats a straight deduction of 5 points out of 20 to pass! Darn!! And lastly, was the oral test....whichwas a killer cos, unlike mcq where u doit on a computer and u have 4 choices, this u get one attempt and the person is right in front of u!! Plus, i did not prepare at all..shucks! I couldnt answer him when he asked how many blinks does the south cardinal beacon flash?? Hahahaha...i could answer the others through memory and common sense though.. So, i passed with 14 points! YESSSSAH!! Now i have license for the sea!! For land, i got my motorbike and car licenses, i got one for the sea...when am i getting one for the air?? Seriously thinking of trying for the Air-Force or commercial airlines now. Busu told me to try for SIA pilot..now really got to secure my Honours. 1st class would be great! OKAY loves?? We will spare no effort for our future...it will not even be an effort cos we will enjoy doing it at the same time..insyaAllah.

After i passed my test, i went to meet the Ops Khalawat members for OK6.3 ...haha. Yes, minds cafe was OK6 people! And boy..they surprised me with a celebration good enough for me. We headed to swensens to eat..and then i was presented with a cake. It was supposed to be a surprise cake but the waitress somewhat pooped the surprised when she accidentally asked Lina whether she could serve the cake already...right in front of me!! Hahahaha... for presents, i got a set of Tommy Hilfiger deodorant and colonge...which they forgot i dun like perfumes!! Wahahaha...apadah Fyq! But thanks people! I really appreciate it..a lot! I will try to get over my distaste of perfumes ok... and when we were heading home..they presented me with an unexpected second gift..a $100 gift voucher!! Awwww...darn..it was so sweet cos they remembered the time i was looking at the gshock watches...4 months ago isit?? Hahaha...

For those who do not know, Ops Khalawat was originally formed by 5 crazy people from Pioneer JC. A group of clique who click so well that everytime we met..laughter is never absent. Every moment is dumb or funny or crazy and memorable! Hahaha...it was formed a year or 2 ago? Or much longer..? I dun remember..but every Ops that had full attendence would increase the number by one. so after all these times, we only had 6 full Ops...its not that we met only 6 times..cos we had many minor ops in between..those ops are denoted with a decimal place at the back! NOW U NOE....

Ok..tomorrow is school's first day...a time uncertain for Nurse and me...another moment to cherish..234 weeks and 3 days more before D-day...looking forward to the weekly anniversay dates with you!

OK..."ciao anjo"..(answer: ciao romano!)

The nurse is at Port Dickson..this is the longest days apart so far. 2 days..WAHAHA..

Well, before she left, we wrote letters to each other and hers was the BEST and most visualisingly shweet letter i have ever received in my entire life. It drove me to tears reading it but of course..she doesnt know cos she was buying her White Chocolate Dream at Coffee Bean. By the time she's back..tears all wiped and i reached the funny part of the letter. Shhhhhh...dun tell her!! Paisehh! I dun think i shall publish even an inkling of the letter here cos it IS meant for me.. but both of us unanimously decided that if Honeymoons really last forever..that we will document our love live for memory sake. Awwww...

Im sitting here at school library now. NO..not mugging but utilising the internet service here and checking the tons of emails that i have not checked! Thats wat you get when you live in isolation...HAHAHA..no internet, no contact. My neighbour finally encrypted his wireless so i cant use it anymore. The reception at my grandma's place suck real time...so no contact. Hehehe...sorry to those who are inconvenienced!

Im missing her..she smsed yesterday and just now. She too...two love-dorks separated geographically. But then, yesterday was full moon, 15th rejab, and both of us looked at the moon. There is only one moon visible with the naked eye from earth if you are not aware so both me and nurse were looking at the same thing from 2 far places. As i looked and gazed while sitting at clementi..i prayed to Him to protect her and bring her back safely.

Well..we both cant wait for Friday (tomorrow)..thats all we know and we are really looking forward to tomorrow!! I booked Hitam for tomorrow but i reckon it'll be a short day. After friday prayers, i am accompanying my dad for his check-up at Tan Tock Seng. Unless she wants to tag along! But hmm...I am not prepared for her to meet my dad..hahaha..like her nenek said. "Takot bapak marah eh??" I dun think he'd scold but..yeah..just unpreped!

Talking about dad..Nurse was grilled by hers. He asked her a whole lot of questions but the one that strikes me was "Why do you like hime?" She was too paiseh to answer but this reassurance from her dad opened her heart to. He highlighted to her his daring move of openness in conversation with her, his encouragement to our relationship, his wanting only happiness for her and all of these actually touched me. His authority as a dad, allowed for him to be able to stop us dead in the tracks anytime he wanted to but he chose to encourage instead. He even told us to plan ahead..our individual and collective goals right down to nitty gritty things like individual or shared bank accounts. He wanted us to write down on paper, values and visions we wanted in this relationship and that i should park nearer to his place when i pick her up and salam him. AAAAAAAAAARGGGGGH!!!!!!!!!! Takot!! But that was a great encouragement to us. We could be pressured by all these and think we are going too fast but 5 years isnt far and people who fail to plan..plan to fail.

As we penned down our goals and visions independently..we discovered one thing, as different as we are in some traits of our personality, our visions and goals are one. Soundly and surely in unison..

Like i've told her..i am not one to compromise my goals and visions. Being with her didnt change or alter any of my goals and plans. She was the last jigsaw peice that completed my life..my search.. She was the dream girl i was obsessed about and being with her reinforced my goals further. So, i never had to alter any of me for her. With her..i AM myself..i never had to compromise. We naturally blended in to solutions so there need not be compromise.

Nurul said to me when i commented how i won't compromise for something..that i sometimes have to compromise, to give in. Well..with Kamie i need not..and she need not too. Thats why we were sure when we discovered each other that each other was the person we have each been waiting for. No compromise about that...no regrets. She wasnt second choice..not to any girl, any friend, companion, confidante or scandals.. she is not someone who occupies my heart. She IS my heart.

That is why i value patience..if u really want something and something else comes ur way and u dun really want it. WAIT..until you come to a point where you accept it as your first choice, something you REALLY REALLY want.. something with zero opportunity costs...(the opportunity cost of something is the value of the next best alternative forgone..).. If you find it..GO..all out with one heart. With her...i put zero effort into pur relationship cause everything i did for her was a pleasure..with a smile so much so that i always felt like i did not do enough. But really..she is number one ever.

Waiting for her to come back..and looking forward for our date.

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...

Harlow, i tink if not blogged in a while. A few things have been happening though so u didnt miss out much but the main things that happened are just that,

1. My Dad got into an accident last thursday. Im sorry i didnt say this out earlier till he is now already home. He will be staying with me at neks' place so that my nek can look after him while my mom is working and the rest are either out to school or work. Hence, we see the importance of family and good relationships. It is also through this experience that i have discovered how alike i am to my dad. I am not gonna elaborate why. And it is also through this that i see the love of my mom and my dad. I try to depict this through this pic of my mom helping my dad clean his lips. Awwww..

2. I finally met the famous Nenek of Nurse's...plus her Datok, her Bibik Tip, Aisyah, Syarah and Yana. So that was 6 against 1 and for that, i garnered myself a whopping 260 points in 2 hours plus!! Baaikkk Zola!! So i read from Nurse's blog that I have to explain in my blog what happened eh?! OUH..dah pandai tolak balak nampaknyer girlfriend??!

And so...like a loving matair i shall do so..with love of course! ERMM...Hahaha... OOKK OK...I went weak in the knees at the void deck, moments before we went up cos she said before, her datok is not one of the easiest persons to please. And that there will be her bibik plus the kids at home too! That all of them are ready for me cos the night before, somehow there was an advanced warning system announcing my arrival!! Hmmm...kao sound si Hafiz sikit Mi! Hahaha...and yes of course the Nenek cooked! Nurse had been saying that the Nek nak sangat meet me...i think its to assess my suitability larr..WAHAHA...but yes, tell nenek i have no STDs OK luvs and that i play..ooops..pray i mean..sometimes!

Well, i goes here...we greet, we come in..received by her Datok (Grandpa) and Yana (her cuzin). We meet her nenek at the kitchen, salam and the kids greeted us, Aisyah and Syarah. They looked ang moh, in which afterwards i found out that their dad is Scottish and they have been staying in Hong Kong cos the dad is working there. We prayed Zuhur first..incidentally, the Datok placed the prayer mat in the living room. Kener test kaperr?? I thought to myself..hahaha..under observation la katekan! And of course..we had our second luch of the day since the first one was mee soto at Nurul's place after the PB camp post mortem debrief...

So, food was good. There was Ikan masak Acar, Kari Ayam and Kacang panjang in sambal i tink..isit? HAhaha...and yes, without guessing, u noe i ate only rice and chicken curry! And later there was Chempedak Goreng! Hahaha...the aunt, Bibik Tip sat down with us and talked with us. She seems nice and funky, like cik busu! She talks to you like a friend would..and we shared quite a few laughing moments! She talked about live living in HK and also Scotland. Aaaaaah...cool..when am i going to be able to travel around the world??

Ah yeah, like she said. Maybe i can click with the Bibik Tip and YES!! Nenek!! Hahaha...she's a cute and funny person! Likeable from the first moment i spoke to her...all her expressions and words..hahaha!! And yes, we shared a moment of secret funny talk..behind nurse's back!! WAHAHA... oklah..i tink boleh gam la ngan this part of the family so far. Its going on very well 6 years and 1 month into this journey..

Well..she gave me MY first REAL flower so far...Hahaha...1 pink rose! PINK??? But yeah..baaaaikkk arh Irfan! Thank you luvs.. hahaha.. terbalik eh? Kiter nyer 236 weeks left date and SHE gave me a flower..it was especially sweet since both of us were pokai! Our pockets we're virtually empty!! Ich liebe dich..auch dich? Awww.. We were supposed to meet but then a few glitches plus date asking her to go back early made us cancel..but we met up also..DUHHH! Hahaha...two love dorks..what can u expect!?! But she reached Novena Square without telling me and i waited at Novena MRT..for 20mins we waited till i decided to call. Hahaha...dumb moments. Telepathic-Reception rosak!! Hahaha..but i sent her home nonetheless. Sorry i seem jaded 'yang'..EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! OK..this was our pic taken by Katak at the Silat IVP finals.

And regarding the ASEAN IVPs..dun think i am going. Training will start mid August and the games in Dec..and training will be Mons to Fridays at 8.00pm - 9.30pm..GILER!!! Orang tak payah blajar kaperr?? Macam Nationals sey! Abih allowance pon tak bayar..kiter shuttle ulang alik sumer..haiz..bodoh betol diorng ni! Unless they change it..i dun think im participating..even though its vietnam..haiz..

May Allah guide us all..bless us with happiness and health n protect us from the dangers of this world, physically or mentally. Help us become successful people in the world and after...